shortcake thr/eat Posted November 1, 2023 Report Share Posted November 1, 2023 wowee, a writing thread!! i've kind of just gotten bored of having to post a new SU every time i write something, so here we are. time to yeet some poems at all of y'alls Learn To Let Go (I'm okay*, don't worry. i wrote this about a week or two ago) Spoiler Im sorry Im so sorry Im sorry i wasn’t good enough for you I tried Believe me, i tried so hard I will never be good enough though Im so sorry I loved you. It’s time for you to let go. You have to let go Shes gone That perfect girl was never here Let her go Let her live her life Please just let her go Let Me Go Please… *relatively 4 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Edema Rue she/her Posted November 1, 2023 Report Share Posted November 1, 2023 *hugs anyway* Those are good words, bestie. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
The Wandering Wizard he/him Posted November 1, 2023 Report Share Posted November 1, 2023 54 minutes ago, shortcake said: wowee, a writing thread!! i've kind of just gotten bored of having to post a new SU every time i write something, so here we are. time to yeet some poems at all of y'alls Learn To Let Go (I'm okay*, don't worry. i wrote this about a week or two ago) Reveal hidden contents Im sorry Im so sorry Im sorry i wasn’t good enough for you I tried Believe me, i tried so hard I will never be good enough though Im so sorry I loved you. It’s time for you to let go. You have to let go Shes gone That perfect girl was never here Let her go Let her live her life Please just let her go Let Me Go Please… *relatively *hugs* Poems are the best way I've found to release feelings :). 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
shortcake thr/eat Posted November 2, 2023 Author Report Share Posted November 2, 2023 (edited) Painted Blue Spoiler Being painted blue is quite the struggle when you dont want to be painted blue Because you would rather be painted anything but blue because blue makes you vulnerable and that's not okay. Straighten up, Open up, Eat up. Shut up. Make up. Straighten up, or you'll get sent back to The Place. you hated The Place. You still do. So straighten up and shut up. "Open up and tell me how you feel. I don't care if you feel stupid while you do, just tell me how you feel and reveal your insecurities" 'so I can prescribe more meds that we both know won't actually work.' That's what The Lady tells me every Tuesday. But that's okay. I'll just say I took them but save them for later instead. So open up and tell me how you feel. Eat up, you're too skinny. You haven't eaten an actual meal for over 3 weeks now. Now stop. stop eating. Quit stuffing your face, it's not ladylike. Starve yourself. You've done it before, you can do it again. You said you wanted to look pretty, this is how you do it. It's the only way, so either take it or leave it. Just don't go completely without food for too long, or the school will start to notice "It's okay if you one or two small snacks every few days you'll seem more civil that way." Eat up. Shut up. No one asked you. Stop talking, you're so annoying. Sut up, shut up. Who? Asked. Shut. Up. rust up. Make up your mind, you've confused me. What do you want me to do? How much more do I need to suffer in order for me to be good enough for you? Make up your mind, please I used to be painted blue, but then that vulnerability turned to anger and there's a lot of it. And now I'm painted red. sjankasajlkasnsni i was kind of just spouting out words, i haven't even gone back and read through it yet, i just needed to get this out because i'll feel like im going crazy otherwise, so yeah Edited November 2, 2023 by shortcake 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
The Wandering Wizard he/him Posted November 2, 2023 Report Share Posted November 2, 2023 35 minutes ago, shortcake said: Painted Blue Hide contents Being painted blue is quite the struggle when you dont want to be painted blue Because you would rather be painted anything but blue because blue makes you vulnerable and that's not okay. Straighten up, Open up, Eat up. Shut up. Make up. Straighten up, or you'll get sent back to The Place. you hated The Place. You still do. So straighten up and shut up. "Open up and tell me how you feel. I don't care if you feel stupid while you do, just tell me how you feel and reveal your insecurities" 'so I can prescribe more meds that we both know won't actually work.' That's what The Lady tells me every Tuesday. But that's okay. I'll just say I took them but save them for later instead. So open up and tell me how you feel. Eat up, you're too skinny. You haven't eaten an actual meal for over 3 weeks now. Now stop. stop eating. Quit stuffing your face, it's not ladylike. Starve yourself. You've done it before, you can do it again. You said you wanted to look pretty, this is how you do it. It's the only way, so either take it or leave it. Just don't go completely without food for too long, or the school will start to notice "It's okay if you one or two small snacks every few days you'll seem more civil that way." Eat up. Shut up. No one asked you. Stop talking, you're so annoying. Sut up, shut up. Who? Asked. Shut. Up. rust up. Make up your mind, you've confused me. What do you want me to do? How much more do I need to suffer in order for me to be good enough for you? Make up your mind, please I used to be painted blue, but then that vulnerability turned to anger and there's a lot of it. And now I'm painted red. sjankasajlkasnsni i was kind of just spouting out words, i haven't even gone back and read through it yet, i just needed to get this out because i'll feel like im going crazy otherwise, so yeah *hugs* The rawness is beautiful shortcake, sometimes unpolished is the best in poems and people 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Edema Rue she/her Posted November 2, 2023 Report Share Posted November 2, 2023 12 hours ago, shortcake said: Painted Blue Reveal hidden contents Being painted blue is quite the struggle when you dont want to be painted blue Because you would rather be painted anything but blue because blue makes you vulnerable and that's not okay. Straighten up, Open up, Eat up. Shut up. Make up. Straighten up, or you'll get sent back to The Place. you hated The Place. You still do. So straighten up and shut up. "Open up and tell me how you feel. I don't care if you feel stupid while you do, just tell me how you feel and reveal your insecurities" 'so I can prescribe more meds that we both know won't actually work.' That's what The Lady tells me every Tuesday. But that's okay. I'll just say I took them but save them for later instead. So open up and tell me how you feel. Eat up, you're too skinny. You haven't eaten an actual meal for over 3 weeks now. Now stop. stop eating. Quit stuffing your face, it's not ladylike. Starve yourself. You've done it before, you can do it again. You said you wanted to look pretty, this is how you do it. It's the only way, so either take it or leave it. Just don't go completely without food for too long, or the school will start to notice "It's okay if you one or two small snacks every few days you'll seem more civil that way." Eat up. Shut up. No one asked you. Stop talking, you're so annoying. Sut up, shut up. Who? Asked. Shut. Up. rust up. Make up your mind, you've confused me. What do you want me to do? How much more do I need to suffer in order for me to be good enough for you? Make up your mind, please I used to be painted blue, but then that vulnerability turned to anger and there's a lot of it. And now I'm painted red. sjankasajlkasnsni i was kind of just spouting out words, i haven't even gone back and read through it yet, i just needed to get this out because i'll feel like im going crazy otherwise, so yeah So much beautiful writing last night… *many many hugs* I think you snuck into my soul and took a piece of it back with you, I…feel all those things. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
shortcake thr/eat Posted November 27, 2023 Author Report Share Posted November 27, 2023 When the Water Spills Spoiler When the water spills I take my leave of absence because I have lost all self control And I am too ashamed to ask for help For I fear of the knowledge of others' judgement It takes over my mind and body and shuts everyone out, often hurting the ones I care for most. The only thing that can bring me back is the visible guilt that pours over me when the water spills. btw im just posting what i put on my SU onto here i forgot this thread existed lol 3 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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