J. Magi she/her Posted March 18 Report Share Posted March 18 1 minute ago, TheRavenHasLanded said: Kaza listens, then sighs. "you absolute, total, idiotic, dumbarsed bastard. one person who remembers you is worth the world, and if you left them, you've created pain in them by leaving a memory of yourself again. They have to remember that you're dead. honestly, sounds selfish to me, but who am I to talk? Im the bastard son of a prossie and a capitol citizen. I try so hard to do things right... but then I'd fail, and my dad would be with me, and he didn't give up on me. Unlike everyone else. and that's worth it to me." He looks at Po. "Dude. You said something about being remembered, and instead of allowing the pain to fade, they have to remember it all over again." he sits. "you did what your pain told you." He stares at the ground, eyes distant. "So I shouldn't have left him the book . . . I-I knew it, but he made me tell him about the forgetting and-" He starts to cry a little. "And he was so eager to help, but now I'm going to die and I can't fix it." "I thought I'd just make him more sad and that's why I need to go . . . I make everyone sad." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TheRavenHasLanded he/him Posted March 18 Report Share Posted March 18 Just now, justice magician said: He stares at the ground, eyes distant. "So I shouldn't have left him the book . . . I-I knew it, but he made me tell him about the forgetting and-" He starts to cry a little. "And he was so eager to help, but now I'm going to die and I can't fix it." "I thought I'd just make him more sad and that's why I need to go . . . I make everyone sad." Kaza holds a knife. "Except me." he puts it away, ignoring the urge to throw himself onto it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
J. Magi she/her Posted March 18 Report Share Posted March 18 Just now, TheRavenHasLanded said: Kaza holds a knife. "Except me." he puts it away, ignoring the urge to throw himself onto it. "No I have! You were crying last night and everything. You wouldn't feel conflicted about killing me if I wasn't here to start with." He stares at him. "Put the knife away." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TheRavenHasLanded he/him Posted March 18 Report Share Posted March 18 Just now, justice magician said: "No I have! You were crying last night and everything. You wouldn't feel conflicted about killing me if I wasn't here to start with." He stares at him. "Put the knife away." He sighs. "You may be a kid, a wise kid, but hell, not everything is about you." Kaza puts the knife in its sheath, smiling. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
J. Magi she/her Posted March 18 Report Share Posted March 18 Just now, TheRavenHasLanded said: He sighs. "You may be a kid, a wise kid, but hell, not everything is about you." Kaza puts the knife in its sheath, smiling. "You weren't- you weren't crying because of me?" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TheRavenHasLanded he/him Posted March 18 Report Share Posted March 18 Just now, justice magician said: "You weren't- you weren't crying because of me?" "You honestly thought that? wow. and yeah, I wasn't." He smiles wanly. "I was crying for my father. and for my brother." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
J. Magi she/her Posted March 18 Report Share Posted March 18 Just now, TheRavenHasLanded said: "You honestly thought that? wow. and yeah, I wasn't." He smiles wanly. "I was crying for my father. and for my brother." "Really?" He smiles really big. "I mean that's not -I'm really sorry you were crying about that but-" "I don't make you sad?" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TheRavenHasLanded he/him Posted March 18 Report Share Posted March 18 Just now, justice magician said: "Really?" He smiles really big. "I mean that's not -I'm really sorry you were crying about that but-" "I don't make you sad?" Quote I really wanna say a word... "Sh- crap. no. Just because everyone abuses you doesn't mean there arent good people." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
J. Magi she/her Posted March 18 Report Share Posted March 18 (edited) 2 minutes ago, TheRavenHasLanded said: "Sh- crap. no. Just because everyone abuses you doesn't mean there arent good people." Quote heh "Nobody abuses me, I just make them sad, and that makes me sad. But . . . I guess your right that that's pretty self-centered. I just don't want to cause the people I care about pain." Edited March 18 by justice magician Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TheRavenHasLanded he/him Posted March 18 Report Share Posted March 18 Just now, justice magician said: "Nobody abuses me, I just make them sad, and that makes me sad. But . . . I guess your right that that's pretty self-centered. I just don't want to cause the people I care about pain." "Normal humanity crap. not blaming you for that. but imagine your friend if he sees you again. alive." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
J. Magi she/her Posted March 18 Report Share Posted March 18 46 minutes ago, TheRavenHasLanded said: "Normal humanity crap. not blaming you for that. but imagine your friend if he sees you again. alive." "He would probably be really excited. . ." Sharpo smiled, "I think I'm starting to get what you mean." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lotus Blossom she/her Posted March 19 Report Share Posted March 19 On 3/11/2024 at 9:50 PM, Weaver of Lights said: “Yeah, I did. They died in the rebellion, I’m old enough to remember. Do you?” "Yeah, I remember their names. Who were your parents? Do you have any siblings?" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Weaver of Lies he/him Posted March 19 Report Share Posted March 19 19 minutes ago, Lotus Blossom said: "Yeah, I remember their names. Who were your parents? Do you have any siblings?" “Did…” he didn’t want to think about it. A tear still escaped his eyes. “How many did you say you had?” Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
RoyalBeeMage he/him Posted March 19 Report Share Posted March 19 On 3/18/2024 at 7:41 AM, Scars of Hathsin said: "I have some though" "what do you mean?" 10 hours ago, Invisible said: Quote elan is there anything intresting around the cornicopia that i could use? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lotus Blossom she/her Posted March 19 Report Share Posted March 19 1 hour ago, Weaver of Lights said: “Did…” he didn’t want to think about it. A tear still escaped his eyes. “How many did you say you had?” "Five." She nodded to herself, making a fist in her pocket. "I had five siblings. Did your siblings die in the rebellion?" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Weaver of Lies he/him Posted March 19 Report Share Posted March 19 Just now, Lotus Blossom said: "Five." She nodded to herself, making a fist in her pocket. "I had five siblings. Did your siblings die in the rebellion?" He nodded, hiding his face. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lotus Blossom she/her Posted March 19 Report Share Posted March 19 1 minute ago, Weaver of Lights said: He nodded, hiding his face. "I'm sorry. I am. And I'm always here if you want to talk to me, but I doubt you will. But just know that I understand what is impossible to say in words. And I won't try to put it in words. So just understand that I'm here, and you're here, and we're both alive, and we're both figuring out our life, and that we both get it and get each other. If that helps you. I know it helps me." She looked up at the sky for a moment. "You know, pain is like a back-stabbing two-faced old childhood friend who has been one of your enemies but still who you cling onto when all else seems bleak and you want to remember something from the days of nostalgia. If that makes any sense. That's how I see it. Everyone experiences it differently. No one can tell how much something will hurt. But we can never predict or measure pain. It's something different. Another dimension. Human minds can scarcely comprehend it. So it just takes everything from us. Everything, away. In a moment. And it never gets better. And you never stop falling." Jane closed her eyes. "Were they all older than you?" She asked in a husky, quieter voice. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Weaver of Lies he/him Posted March 19 Report Share Posted March 19 2 minutes ago, Lotus Blossom said: "I'm sorry. I am. And I'm always here if you want to talk to me, but I doubt you will. But just know that I understand what is impossible to say in words. And I won't try to put it in words. So just understand that I'm here, and you're here, and we're both alive, and we're both figuring out our life, and that we both get it and get each other. If that helps you. I know it helps me." She looked up at the sky for a moment. "You know, pain is like a back-stabbing two-faced old childhood friend who has been one of your enemies but still who you cling onto when all else seems bleak and you want to remember something from the days of nostalgia. If that makes any sense. That's how I see it. Everyone experiences it differently. No one can tell how much something will hurt. But we can never predict or measure pain. It's something different. Another dimension. Human minds can scarcely comprehend it. So it just takes everything from us. Everything, away. In a moment. And it never gets better. And you never stop falling." Jane closed her eyes. "Were they all older than you?" She asked in a husky, quieter voice. “It…hurts. It really does. And I’m sorry you’ve had to feel it too. But I am glad that you’re here with me too.” He yelped in pain suddenly, then blushed just slightly. “All of them…” Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TheRavenHasLanded he/him Posted March 19 Report Share Posted March 19 15 hours ago, justice magician said: "He would probably be really excited. . ." Sharpo smiled, "I think I'm starting to get what you mean." "Cmon. lets go win the games, shall we?" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
J. Magi she/her Posted March 19 Report Share Posted March 19 15 minutes ago, TheRavenHasLanded said: "Cmon. lets go win the games, shall we?" He thought for a few seconds. "Yeah, Okay! Let's do this!" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TheRavenHasLanded he/him Posted March 19 Report Share Posted March 19 Just now, justice magician said: He thought for a few seconds. "Yeah, Okay! Let's do this!" Quote FINALLY Kaza beams. "Alright. lets find something to do while we wait. you got a plan?" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
J. Magi she/her Posted March 19 Report Share Posted March 19 1 minute ago, TheRavenHasLanded said: Kaza beams. "Alright. lets find something to do while we wait. you got a plan?" Quote Thus concludes session 3 of Raven giving one of my RP characters therapy . . . next games I'll make a mentally stable character I promise lol "The plan is to kickbut so Shar'i isn't sad!" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TheRavenHasLanded he/him Posted March 19 Report Share Posted March 19 Just now, justice magician said: "The plan is to kickbut so Shar'i isn't sad!" "EXACTLY KID THATS THE SPIRIT!" He jumps in excitement, pumping his fist. Quote Kandy, Kaza, who was the first? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
J. Magi she/her Posted March 19 Report Share Posted March 19 1 minute ago, TheRavenHasLanded said: "EXACTLY KID THATS THE SPIRIT!" He jumps in excitement, pumping his fist. Quote Kandy helped Sharp'i, your little girl character in the My Turn RP helped out Will, and now Kaza and Sharpo "Yaaay! How do we do that exactly??" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TheRavenHasLanded he/him Posted March 19 Report Share Posted March 19 Just now, justice magician said: "Yaaay! How do we do that exactly??" Quote was it my turn? or something else- Kaza stops jumping. "You know, i have no idea." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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