Weaver of Lies he/him Posted March 1 Report Share Posted March 1 22 minutes ago, Elf said: I I thoughts things were getting better. And they were. Things were going so so good. And then it all started going so bad, so fast. Living in this house, with this family i...I've been fighting my whole life. Surviving my whole life. It was the one thing I was proud of in myself. That I survived. But I had the biggest panic attack I've ever had tonight and I feel a little like I've been pushed past my breaking point. And i have finals coming up in a little less than a month and I am so so behind. Even if I didn't know where I was going or what I was doing, I've always got up. Always headed on. Always kept going. These days I dont want to even get out bed. My heart literally hurts. I've never, ever felt safe in this house. Not once in all my 17 years. Right now all that is keeping me going is the dream of my own house. No matter how small or dingy. Just somewhere i can feel safe. And not so lonely. *many, many hugs* Keep going, please. It’s worth it, I promise, and I know it’s hard right now and it’s hard to feel hope, but there is some. Keep that dream alive. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Just-A-Stick she/her Posted March 2 Report Share Posted March 2 4 hours ago, Elf said: I I thoughts things were getting better. And they were. Things were going so so good. And then it all started going so bad, so fast. Living in this house, with this family i...I've been fighting my whole life. Surviving my whole life. It was the one thing I was proud of in myself. That I survived. But I had the biggest panic attack I've ever had tonight and I feel a little like I've been pushed past my breaking point. And i have finals coming up in a little less than a month and I am so so behind. Even if I didn't know where I was going or what I was doing, I've always got up. Always headed on. Always kept going. These days I dont want to even get out bed. My heart literally hurts. I've never, ever felt safe in this house. Not once in all my 17 years. Right now all that is keeping me going is the dream of my own house. No matter how small or dingy. Just somewhere i can feel safe. And not so lonely. *hugs as tight as possible* Please, stay. Please, please, please. Picture that one person's face Who loves you, Who cares, Who would be devastated if there was no more you. Stay for them. Stay for me. Stay for all of us. You will be warm again.... 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nathrangking he/him Posted March 4 Report Share Posted March 4 On 3/1/2024 at 11:28 PM, Elf said: I I thoughts things were getting better. And they were. Things were going so so good. And then it all started going so bad, so fast. Living in this house, with this family i...I've been fighting my whole life. Surviving my whole life. It was the one thing I was proud of in myself. That I survived. But I had the biggest panic attack I've ever had tonight and I feel a little like I've been pushed past my breaking point. And i have finals coming up in a little less than a month and I am so so behind. Even if I didn't know where I was going or what I was doing, I've always got up. Always headed on. Always kept going. These days I dont want to even get out bed. My heart literally hurts. I've never, ever felt safe in this house. Not once in all my 17 years. Right now all that is keeping me going is the dream of my own house. No matter how small or dingy. Just somewhere i can feel safe. And not so lonely. *Hugs* ELF. If you ever need to vent we are here for you!! 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Edema Rue she/her Posted March 5 Report Share Posted March 5 On 3/1/2024 at 2:28 PM, Elf said: I I thoughts things were getting better. And they were. Things were going so so good. And then it all started going so bad, so fast. Living in this house, with this family i...I've been fighting my whole life. Surviving my whole life. It was the one thing I was proud of in myself. That I survived. But I had the biggest panic attack I've ever had tonight and I feel a little like I've been pushed past my breaking point. And i have finals coming up in a little less than a month and I am so so behind. Even if I didn't know where I was going or what I was doing, I've always got up. Always headed on. Always kept going. These days I dont want to even get out bed. My heart literally hurts. I've never, ever felt safe in this house. Not once in all my 17 years. Right now all that is keeping me going is the dream of my own house. No matter how small or dingy. Just somewhere i can feel safe. And not so lonely. *hugs* I don’t know how I can help, but…we love you Elf. Hold on, okay? There are angels you can’t see who care for you, I promise. Hold on. Don’t give up your hope. Breathe through this moment, because you are so much stronger than it. Tomorrow will bring new wonders if you can just get through today, and the next today, and all the todays that will come before a beautiful tomorrow finally arrives. We’re here. 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Edema Rue she/her Posted March 19 Report Share Posted March 19 Hey, sorry to double post. Could I…maybe have a hug? 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
The Wandering Wizard he/him Posted March 19 Report Share Posted March 19 16 minutes ago, Edema Rue said: Hey, sorry to double post. Could I…maybe have a hug? Of course sis *hugs tightly* 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Faerie Braids she/her Posted March 19 Report Share Posted March 19 23 minutes ago, Edema Rue said: Hey, sorry to double post. Could I…maybe have a hug? *Hugs* 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Through The Living Glass She/Her Posted March 25 Report Share Posted March 25 *sigh* My parents are no longer going to excuse my tardies at school in the morning. They get so mad at me for being five minutes late every morning but they don't seem to get it. It's just so hard to get out of bed in the morning; I'm not even tired, I'm just depressed, and doing what they're doing now isn't helping... I'm doing my best but it's never good enough and now it's going to affect my grades... I could use some hugs. 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TheRavenHasLanded he/him Posted March 25 Report Share Posted March 25 1 minute ago, Through The Living Glass said: *sigh* My parents are no longer going to excuse my tardies at school in the morning. They get so mad at me for being five minutes late every morning but they don't seem to get it. It's just so hard to get out of bed in the morning; I'm not even tired, I'm just depressed, and doing what they're doing now isn't helping... I'm doing my best but it's never good enough and now it's going to affect my grades... I could use some hugs. *Hugs* *but also a slap for snapping you out of your funk, cause that's how I roll.* 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Weaver of Lies he/him Posted March 25 Report Share Posted March 25 4 minutes ago, Through The Living Glass said: *sigh* My parents are no longer going to excuse my tardies at school in the morning. They get so mad at me for being five minutes late every morning but they don't seem to get it. It's just so hard to get out of bed in the morning; I'm not even tired, I'm just depressed, and doing what they're doing now isn't helping... I'm doing my best but it's never good enough and now it's going to affect my grades... I could use some hugs. *hugs* 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Argenti he/him Posted March 25 Report Share Posted March 25 We had to put my wiener dog of 12 years, Abby down. Her health has been slowly degrading over the past few weeks, but she went peacefully. She was a greedy little dog who I loved so much but she's gone now. I could use a hug 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
+Slowswift he/him Posted March 25 Report Share Posted March 25 4 minutes ago, Argenti said: We had to put my wiener dog of 12 years, Abby down. Her health has been slowly degrading over the past few weeks, but she went peacefully. She was a greedy little dog who I loved so much but she's gone now. I could use a hug *hugs* 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Argenti he/him Posted March 25 Report Share Posted March 25 We just buried her. In a little grave With her blanket, her favorite stuffed animal and some treats 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Through The Living Glass She/Her Posted March 25 Report Share Posted March 25 2 hours ago, Argenti said: We had to put my wiener dog of 12 years, Abby down. Her health has been slowly degrading over the past few weeks, but she went peacefully. She was a greedy little dog who I loved so much but she's gone now. I could use a hug We just buried her. In a little grave With her blanket, her favorite stuffed animal and some treats *hugs* 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Weaver of Lies he/him Posted March 25 Report Share Posted March 25 3 hours ago, Argenti said: We had to put my wiener dog of 12 years, Abby down. Her health has been slowly degrading over the past few weeks, but she went peacefully. She was a greedy little dog who I loved so much but she's gone now. I could use a hug *a hug* *another hug* 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Just-A-Stick she/her Posted March 30 Report Share Posted March 30 On 3/25/2024 at 12:30 PM, Through The Living Glass said: *sigh* My parents are no longer going to excuse my tardies at school in the morning. They get so mad at me for being five minutes late every morning but they don't seem to get it. It's just so hard to get out of bed in the morning; I'm not even tired, I'm just depressed, and doing what they're doing now isn't helping... I'm doing my best but it's never good enough and now it's going to affect my grades... I could use some hugs. On 3/25/2024 at 3:42 PM, Argenti said: We had to put my wiener dog of 12 years, Abby down. Her health has been slowly degrading over the past few weeks, but she went peacefully. She was a greedy little dog who I loved so much but she's gone now. I could use a hug *late, but very big warm hugs* 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
strmblsd he/him. (You lost the game) Posted April 3 Report Share Posted April 3 I just felt alone today and had nothing to do I'm on spring break and all of my friends are out doing stuff but I'm just at home bored alone.... my member title thing might say storm blessed not stormdepressed... but I think I might actually be a little... 4 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Weaver of Lies he/him Posted April 3 Report Share Posted April 3 3 minutes ago, strmblsd said: I just felt alone today and had nothing to do I'm on spring break and all of my friends are out doing stuff but I'm just at home bored alone.... my member title thing might say storm blessed not stormdepressed... but I think I might actually be a little... *hugs* 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Through The Living Glass She/Her Posted April 4 Report Share Posted April 4 On 4/2/2024 at 8:16 PM, strmblsd said: I just felt alone today and had nothing to do I'm on spring break and all of my friends are out doing stuff but I'm just at home bored alone.... my member title thing might say storm blessed not stormdepressed... but I think I might actually be a little... Know how you feel dude. *hugs* 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TheRavenHasLanded he/him Posted April 5 Report Share Posted April 5 (edited) tis time to lose my hearing at an assembly... good god help. update: huh. spent longer in the assembly than I thought I would lol. Edited April 5 by TheRavenHasLanded 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
King Oreo He/him Posted April 7 Report Share Posted April 7 I'm going through hell. Need some hugs please 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Through The Living Glass She/Her Posted April 7 Report Share Posted April 7 2 minutes ago, King Oreo said: I'm going through hell. Need some hugs please *all the hugs* 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Weaver of Lies he/him Posted April 7 Report Share Posted April 7 44 minutes ago, King Oreo said: I'm going through hell. Need some hugs please *many hugs* 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
+Slowswift he/him Posted April 8 Report Share Posted April 8 5 hours ago, King Oreo said: I'm going through hell. Need some hugs please *mails hugbot* 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Weaver of Lies he/him Posted April 8 Report Share Posted April 8 I could use some hugs. 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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