Just-A-Stick she/her Posted May 20 Report Share Posted May 20 2 hours ago, Wittles said: I've been doing so well for the last month. I don't know what changed but my head's not right today and everything's weird and fuzzy and my hands are shaking and I can't think straight. I felt like this a lot at the beginning of the school year, but it's been so long I thought I was okay but now I'm not and everything feels weird and I'm feeling kind of panicky for no reason. I don't know why but everything feels wrong. I could use some hugs *hugs* I definitely know how that is. Love ya, Dude! PMs are open 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
strmblsd he/him. (You lost the game) Posted May 22 Report Share Posted May 22 I feel dead..alone I feel like I'm just nothing empty idk it hasn't happened this bad for months... I feel separated from my friends like they are their own whole group...I feel broken 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Weaver of Lies he/him Posted May 22 Report Share Posted May 22 14 minutes ago, strmblsd said: I feel dead..alone I feel like I'm just nothing empty idk it hasn't happened this bad for months... I feel separated from my friends like they are their own whole group...I feel broken *hugs* 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Wittles he/him Posted May 22 Report Share Posted May 22 1 hour ago, strmblsd said: I feel dead..alone I feel like I'm just nothing empty idk it hasn't happened this bad for months... I feel separated from my friends like they are their own whole group...I feel broken *hugs* 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
WhyEverNot_8 he/him Posted May 22 Report Share Posted May 22 3 hours ago, strmblsd said: I feel dead..alone I feel like I'm just nothing empty idk it hasn't happened this bad for months... I feel separated from my friends like they are their own whole group...I feel broken *late hug* 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Through The Living Glass She/Her Posted May 23 Report Share Posted May 23 5 hours ago, strmblsd said: I feel dead..alone I feel like I'm just nothing empty idk it hasn't happened this bad for months... I feel separated from my friends like they are their own whole group...I feel broken *hugs* *one more hug* *one last hug for good measure* 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BlueWildRye he/him Posted May 23 Report Share Posted May 23 (edited) 8 hours ago, strmblsd said: I feel dead..alone I feel like I'm just nothing empty idk it hasn't happened this bad for months... I feel separated from my friends like they are their own whole group...I feel broken I feel you on that last part, the second last part I mean *hugs* *reads the last 3 pages of the thread* *cries* *hugs all* Edited May 23 by BlueWildRye 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Edema Rue she/her Posted May 23 Report Share Posted May 23 9 hours ago, strmblsd said: I feel dead..alone I feel like I'm just nothing empty idk it hasn't happened this bad for months... I feel separated from my friends like they are their own whole group...I feel broken *hugs a ton* If you want to talk, my PM's are always open. 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Just a Silvereye he/him Posted May 28 Report Share Posted May 28 My school has changed its mind again. Two of the retake finals was supposed to be homeworks, but the teacher responsible for our section has opposed it at the last minute. Now, I've got two homeworks for next week and also two exams in two weeks, well after the other exams. This is only the last dumb thing we've had to deal with recently. I'm starting to feel like they want me to fail. Which isn't completely wrong; apparently the other two classes in our section have been awful all year long, and one of the teachers admitted to us they'd* made the finals had been really hard because of that. I'm getting tired of paying for the others on top of paying for me already. I'm away in an internship now, and I can't believe I still have to worry about their nonsense even then. And the prospect (more and more likely with everything I'm getting thrown at) of sending one more year there seems unbearable now. *They as in the teachers as a whole, not just that individual teacher. 3 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Through The Living Glass She/Her Posted May 28 Report Share Posted May 28 6 hours ago, Just a Silvereye said: My school has changed its mind again. Two of the retake finals was supposed to be homeworks, but the teacher responsible for our section has opposed it at the last minute. Now, I've got two homeworks for next week and also two exams in two weeks, well after the other exams. This is only the last dumb thing we've had to deal with recently. I'm starting to feel like they want me to fail. Which isn't completely wrong; apparently the other two classes in our section have been awful all year long, and one of the teachers admitted to us they'd* made the finals had been really hard because of that. I'm getting tired of paying for the others on top of paying for me already. I'm away in an internship now, and I can't believe I still have to worry about their nonsense even then. And the prospect (more and more likely with everything I'm getting thrown at) of sending one more year there seems unbearable now. *They as in the teachers as a whole, not just that individual teacher. *hug* *'nother hug* 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Through The Living Glass She/Her Posted June 4 Report Share Posted June 4 *sigh* Let's see... Mental health ain't doing too hot. Feelin' lonely. No motivation to get up in the morning (so i've been getting up in the afternoons instead) Groggy the rest of the day because of doing this^. Tired of being yelled at by my mom for just existing, so I go to my room to draw only to find out my apps aren't working and I probably won't be able to draw on a computer for another two months, so I try to see if I can fix them but then I get yelled at for "not spending time with my family," even though they're the last people I want to see right now and being around them only makes me more depressed. Mom is a huge introvert who doesn't believe in letting her kids see or text their friends for some reason, even though we're all extroverted, so that's nice. Nobody in my family seems to care about my mental health except my aunt, but she lives six hours away and I can't contact her... My bf has come over a couple times, but he's the only bright spot in my life right now. Just been suffering in silence for the past eternity since school ended. And it's only the second week of summer... *sigh* only seventy days 'til school starts and I can finally get out of here... hugs would be appreciated... 5 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BlueWildRye he/him Posted June 4 Report Share Posted June 4 Take my hugs and my rep! I rarely see my friends either but that's more my own fault. 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
+Slowswift he/him Posted June 4 Report Share Posted June 4 3 hours ago, Through The Living Glass said: hugs would be appreciated... *mails hugbot* 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Vyzkel he/he Posted June 4 Report Share Posted June 4 11 hours ago, Through The Living Glass said: *sigh* Let's see... Mental health ain't doing too hot. Feelin' lonely. No motivation to get up in the morning (so i've been getting up in the afternoons instead) Groggy the rest of the day because of doing this^. Tired of being yelled at by my mom for just existing, so I go to my room to draw only to find out my apps aren't working and I probably won't be able to draw on a computer for another two months, so I try to see if I can fix them but then I get yelled at for "not spending time with my family," even though they're the last people I want to see right now and being around them only makes me more depressed. Mom is a huge introvert who doesn't believe in letting her kids see or text their friends for some reason, even though we're all extroverted, so that's nice. Nobody in my family seems to care about my mental health except my aunt, but she lives six hours away and I can't contact her... My bf has come over a couple times, but he's the only bright spot in my life right now. Just been suffering in silence for the past eternity since school ended. And it's only the second week of summer... *sigh* only seventy days 'til school starts and I can finally get out of here... hugs would be appreciated... I was gonna say some advice, and then I realized that sometimes people just need consolation so… you can know that you are loved and appreciated here. 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Through The Living Glass She/Her Posted June 4 Report Share Posted June 4 14 hours ago, BlueWildRye said: Take my hugs and my rep! I rarely see my friends either but that's more my own fault. 11 hours ago, Slowswift said: *mails hugbot* Thanks y'all. 3 hours ago, Vyzkel Willbender said: I was gonna say some advice, and then I realized that sometimes people just need consolation so… you can know that you are loved and appreciated here. You're good. Thanks dude 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nathrangking he/him Posted June 4 Report Share Posted June 4 On 5/28/2024 at 6:35 PM, Just a Silvereye said: My school has changed its mind again. Two of the retake finals was supposed to be homeworks, but the teacher responsible for our section has opposed it at the last minute. Now, I've got two homeworks for next week and also two exams in two weeks, well after the other exams. This is only the last dumb thing we've had to deal with recently. I'm starting to feel like they want me to fail. Which isn't completely wrong; apparently the other two classes in our section have been awful all year long, and one of the teachers admitted to us they'd* made the finals had been really hard because of that. I'm getting tired of paying for the others on top of paying for me already. I'm away in an internship now, and I can't believe I still have to worry about their nonsense even then. And the prospect (more and more likely with everything I'm getting thrown at) of sending one more year there seems unbearable now. *They as in the teachers as a whole, not just that individual teacher. I'm a bit late I know. Nonetheless *hugs*. If you need to rant my Dm's are open. 16 hours ago, Through The Living Glass said: *sigh* Let's see... Mental health ain't doing too hot. Feelin' lonely. No motivation to get up in the morning (so i've been getting up in the afternoons instead) Groggy the rest of the day because of doing this^. Tired of being yelled at by my mom for just existing, so I go to my room to draw only to find out my apps aren't working and I probably won't be able to draw on a computer for another two months, so I try to see if I can fix them but then I get yelled at for "not spending time with my family," even though they're the last people I want to see right now and being around them only makes me more depressed. Mom is a huge introvert who doesn't believe in letting her kids see or text their friends for some reason, even though we're all extroverted, so that's nice. Nobody in my family seems to care about my mental health except my aunt, but she lives six hours away and I can't contact her... My bf has come over a couple times, but he's the only bright spot in my life right now. Just been suffering in silence for the past eternity since school ended. And it's only the second week of summer... *sigh* only seventy days 'til school starts and I can finally get out of here... hugs would be appreciated... *Hugs* 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Just-A-Stick she/her Posted June 4 Report Share Posted June 4 17 hours ago, Through The Living Glass said: *sigh* Let's see... Mental health ain't doing too hot. Feelin' lonely. No motivation to get up in the morning (so i've been getting up in the afternoons instead) Groggy the rest of the day because of doing this^. Tired of being yelled at by my mom for just existing, so I go to my room to draw only to find out my apps aren't working and I probably won't be able to draw on a computer for another two months, so I try to see if I can fix them but then I get yelled at for "not spending time with my family," even though they're the last people I want to see right now and being around them only makes me more depressed. Mom is a huge introvert who doesn't believe in letting her kids see or text their friends for some reason, even though we're all extroverted, so that's nice. Nobody in my family seems to care about my mental health except my aunt, but she lives six hours away and I can't contact her... My bf has come over a couple times, but he's the only bright spot in my life right now. Just been suffering in silence for the past eternity since school ended. And it's only the second week of summer... *sigh* only seventy days 'til school starts and I can finally get out of here... hugs would be appreciated... *hugs (many of the large type)* My PMs are always open if you want to talk. We love you and we're here. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kajsa she/her Posted June 5 Report Share Posted June 5 hey just feeling relatively down lately and VERY fatigued i’m not sure why, especially because i’ve been getting plenty of sleep and eating healthy and drinking lots of water, but i’m still feeling exhausted consistently sometimes i think it might be my depression, even though i mostly have it under control it still creeps in some days, and maybe this is just part of it its still frustrating though also been struggling with some big mood swings and tbh it could just be girl hormone things but anyway, does anyone have tips for beating fatigue and insomnia? i have a big trip coming up that i really want to make the most of but feeling like this could make that hard, and i want to beat it lol but yep 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Vyzkel he/he Posted June 5 Report Share Posted June 5 (edited) 44 minutes ago, Kajsa said: hey just feeling relatively down lately and VERY fatigued i’m not sure why, especially because i’ve been getting plenty of sleep and eating healthy and drinking lots of water, but i’m still feeling exhausted consistently sometimes i think it might be my depression, even though i mostly have it under control it still creeps in some days, and maybe this is just part of it its still frustrating though also been struggling with some big mood swings and tbh it could just be girl hormone things but anyway, does anyone have tips for beating fatigue and insomnia? i have a big trip coming up that i really want to make the most of but feeling like this could make that hard, and i want to beat it lol but yep Sounds like an issue, I’d love to help so… Spoiler The beautiful MELATONIN, makes you sleep like a rock. Also *hugs* Edited June 5 by Vyzkel Willbender 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Through The Living Glass She/Her Posted June 5 Report Share Posted June 5 (edited) 2 hours ago, Kajsa said: hey just feeling relatively down lately and VERY fatigued i’m not sure why, especially because i’ve been getting plenty of sleep and eating healthy and drinking lots of water, but i’m still feeling exhausted consistently sometimes i think it might be my depression, even though i mostly have it under control it still creeps in some days, and maybe this is just part of it its still frustrating though also been struggling with some big mood swings and tbh it could just be girl hormone things but anyway, does anyone have tips for beating fatigue and insomnia? i have a big trip coming up that i really want to make the most of but feeling like this could make that hard, and i want to beat it lol but yep *lots of hugs* Feel you, girlie. Honestly? Spoiler 1. Hang out with your closest friends for a few hours in the afternoon and evening. Doing a fun activity with them and goofing off. 2. Listen to your favorite songs that describe how you're feeling. Maybe this is different for you/other people, but I find it helpful to listen to music that describes how I'm feeling. It's good to know that other people feel the way I do, y'know? 3. Drawing if you enjoy it. 4. Y'know those times when you randomly wake up in the middle of the night? Eat some cheese when that happens. No, I'm not joking, it helps a lot (and it's scientifically proven, too!). Edited June 5 by Through The Living Glass 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BlueWildRye he/him Posted June 5 Report Share Posted June 5 1 hour ago, Vyzkel Willbender said: Sounds like an issue, I’d love to help so… Hide contents The beautiful MELATONIN, makes you sleep like a rock. Also *hugs* MELATONIN, THE STICK MANDATED OFFICIAL MEDICINE FOR RESTLESS INDIVIDUALS SUCH AS MYSELF. "I AM A STICK." "But you could be fire." "YOU COULD TAKE MELATONIN." *falls asleep because I took it about 30 minutes ago* 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Vyzkel he/he Posted June 5 Report Share Posted June 5 28 minutes ago, BlueWildRye said: MELATONIN, THE STICK MANDATED OFFICIAL MEDICINE FOR RESTLESS INDIVIDUALS SUCH AS MYSELF. "I AM A STICK." "But you could be fire." "YOU COULD TAKE MELATONIN." *falls asleep because I took it about 30 minutes ago* If you are easily offended don’t read this Spoiler Why have problems when you can use drugs! 3 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Just a Silvereye he/him Posted June 5 Report Share Posted June 5 On 5/29/2024 at 12:17 AM, Through The Living Glass said: *hug* *'nother hug* 10 hours ago, Nathrangking said: I'm a bit late I know. Nonetheless *hugs*. If you need to rant my Dm's are open. Thanks to you both. Things are actually feeling better today, since I returned the homework yesterday at midnight (and it made me do most of the study I needed for the exam). On 6/4/2024 at 4:57 AM, Through The Living Glass said: *sigh* Let's see... Mental health ain't doing too hot. Feelin' lonely. No motivation to get up in the morning (so i've been getting up in the afternoons instead) Groggy the rest of the day because of doing this^. Tired of being yelled at by my mom for just existing, so I go to my room to draw only to find out my apps aren't working and I probably won't be able to draw on a computer for another two months, so I try to see if I can fix them but then I get yelled at for "not spending time with my family," even though they're the last people I want to see right now and being around them only makes me more depressed. Mom is a huge introvert who doesn't believe in letting her kids see or text their friends for some reason, even though we're all extroverted, so that's nice. Nobody in my family seems to care about my mental health except my aunt, but she lives six hours away and I can't contact her... My bf has come over a couple times, but he's the only bright spot in my life right now. Just been suffering in silence for the past eternity since school ended. And it's only the second week of summer... *sigh* only seventy days 'til school starts and I can finally get out of here... hugs would be appreciated... *big, big hugs* 4 hours ago, Kajsa said: hey just feeling relatively down lately and VERY fatigued i’m not sure why, especially because i’ve been getting plenty of sleep and eating healthy and drinking lots of water, but i’m still feeling exhausted consistently sometimes i think it might be my depression, even though i mostly have it under control it still creeps in some days, and maybe this is just part of it its still frustrating though also been struggling with some big mood swings and tbh it could just be girl hormone things but anyway, does anyone have tips for beating fatigue and insomnia? i have a big trip coming up that i really want to make the most of but feeling like this could make that hard, and i want to beat it lol but yep I feel like, for me at least, get yourself tired but in a good way in the day works best. Going on a long walk is usually the way to go for me, but I guess if you have friends you can also go hang out with them, as suggested by Through the Living Glass. *hugs* 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kajsa she/her Posted June 5 Report Share Posted June 5 7 hours ago, Just a Silvereye said: Thanks to you both. Things are actually feeling better today, since I returned the homework yesterday at midnight (and it made me do most of the study I needed for the exam). *big, big hugs* I feel like, for me at least, get yourself tired but in a good way in the day works best. Going on a long walk is usually the way to go for me, but I guess if you have friends you can also go hang out with them, as suggested by Through the Living Glass. *hugs* 9 hours ago, Through The Living Glass said: *lots of hugs* Feel you, girlie. Honestly? Reveal hidden contents 1. Hang out with your closest friends for a few hours in the afternoon and evening. Doing a fun activity with them and goofing off. 2. Listen to your favorite songs that describe how you're feeling. Maybe this is different for you/other people, but I find it helpful to listen to music that describes how I'm feeling. It's good to know that other people feel the way I do, y'know? 3. Drawing if you enjoy it. 4. Y'know those times when you randomly wake up in the middle of the night? Eat some cheese when that happens. No, I'm not joking, it helps a lot (and it's scientifically proven, too!). 11 hours ago, Vyzkel Willbender said: Sounds like an issue, I’d love to help so… Reveal hidden contents The beautiful MELATONIN, makes you sleep like a rock. Also *hugs* thanks y’all. my parents won’t let me take drugs for it, and it’s less of not being able to fall asleep at night and more just feeling like a zombie during the day hahaha. but i really appreciate the advice! thank you! 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Elf They/them Posted June 8 Report Share Posted June 8 (edited) So I take art classes on the side because art is my hobby. My teacher is this lady who lives in my building and i thought she was this sweet, kind lady and I'd really started opening up to her. She'd started becoming a great source of comfort in my life. I thought, "finally, here is an adult I can trust, I can confide in" Today i find out she's serverely homophobic. How am I supposed to attend classes with her, trust her, smile at her, when I know she'd hate me for existing if she knew the truth? It was my fault trusting an adult, they always have some agenda or something wrong about them. Well I'll be a legal adult soon myself, but it kind of saddens me that I've gone my entire childhood and teenage without having a a single adult who didn't let me down or take advantage of me or harm me. Edited June 8 by Elf 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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