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I'm so sorry
I wrote fanfiction
Save me
(okay, it's not the worst thing in the world. But... it's weird)
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I'm leaving for London in an hour! Never been abroad (aside from a brief stint in Canada
) so I'm really excited!
See y'all in about a week!
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I wrote a ketek about grief. Please note that my feelings over Ivan(my cat, for those who didn't know)'s death are not as extreme as presented in this poem, but I wanted to do something to be sad, and I also wanted to write a ketek. So yeah!
SpoilerLessen grief won't
It is there forever
Abating--but returning acutely.
Never will it leave permanently.
Pain won't leave.
I'd love to forget
Will emptiness hurt more?...Yes. More hurt.
Emptiness would forget love.
Would it leave?
Will not pain?
Permanently leave it will?
Never. Acutely return.
But...
Abating forever.
There it is:
Won't grief lessen?Also.
Hehe.
My first role with real lines I actually have to put in time to memorize.
Turns out there are benefits of having a Drama class where people aren't as committed as one might want.
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I wrote a ketek about grief. Please note that my feelings over Ivan(my cat, for those who didn't know)'s death are not as extreme as presented in this poem, but I wanted to do something to be sad, and I also wanted to write a ketek. So yeah!
SpoilerLessen grief won't
It is there forever
Abating--but returning acutely.
Never will it leave permanently.
Pain won't leave.
I'd love to forget
Will emptiness hurt more?...Yes. More hurt.
Emptiness would forget love.
Would it leave?
Will not pain?
Permanently leave it will?
Never. Acutely return.
But...
Abating forever.
There it is:
Won't grief lessen?Also.
Hehe.
My first role with real lines I actually have to put in time to memorize.
Turns out there are benefits of having a Drama class where people aren't as committed as one might want.
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oh hey Tress arrived
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IT IS DONE!
Please enjoy, Shatter Me!
SpoilerShatter me
Tear me down
Shove me to the brink
Toss me over
Send me careening into the depths of
Fear
Loneliness
Depression
Suicide
Take my fear
Rip it
Twist it
Grow it into vines
Strangle me in the fear of
Myself
Love
Laughter
Joy
The Light
Living
Take my bridges
Shatter them
Rip them
Set them on fire
Leave me stranded when the storms come
Alone
Alone
Alone
Send the storms
Hide me from sight in their embrace
The smothering blackness
Let it seep inside
Choke out the light
Let the rain freeze, me
The lightning strike, me
I don't care
Anymore
Anymore
Anymore
Take me to the eye of the storm
Show the bleakness before
The utter darkness to come
Shove me into the darkness
Show me there is no other choice
No other way
There never was any light, only darkness
That this is the only option, to end it on my terms
It’s time to say goodbye
There never was another way
Never
Never
Never
Shatter Me, God
Grind my bones under pestle and mortar
Flay me past death
Send me into the Abyss
So that I can truly
See
Learn
Grow
Change
Help
Hope
Love
Break this tainted glass
Rip out the blinders
Obliterate my perfect little world
Crumple me with pain
O how did I not see it before
Cries my soul
As I truly see for the first time
Their fear
Their pain
Their struggles
Send me their pain
Make me their rock
Dump it all on me
Watch it shatter me
Overwhelm me to paralysis
Bring back my demons
Start to drag me under once more
How do you help
How
How
How
Send me deeper
Shatter me some more
Set the world upon my shoulders
Keep a steadying hand nearby as I fall
Catch the world and put it back
Show me that I can
Encourage
Support
Help
Teach
Shatter me
So that I can help
Tear me down
So I can grow back stronger
Shove me to the brink
So I can see them
Toss me over
To save them
Send me careening into the depths
To bring them back
Fear
Open your eyes
Loneliness
You are never alone
Depression
I am here
Suicide
Give a hug
There is light
Help
Hope
Love
Beauty
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That was incredible! Well done!
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I've convinced my 8 year old sister to read Alcatraz and I am very very proud of this.
I failed with my brother but my sister actually listens to me.
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guys I have access to Google's weird AI called "Bard"
gimme some stuff to talk about with it
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It's a very good day. I haven't felt sad or anxious since Tuesday, excluding my panic attack at show choir prom. I'm currently finishing up some homework and listening to Christmas music! (Look, it snowed, and I'm feeling really good, so there.)
Yesterday I was laying on the couch and my dad randomly threw me an Oatmeal Cream Pie and it made me very very happy
I hope you all are having a very good day!
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I haven't traumatized my character that much, but I did enjoy writing her kidnapping VERY much. Also her crying about how alone she is.
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So I finished Warbreaker, skipping all de sketchy parts.
AAAAAAAAAHHHH that was a good book.
I NEED TO REREAD ALL THE AZURE PARTS IN OATHBRINGER
WHAT THE HECK HAPPENED THERE?
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It's a very good day. I haven't felt sad or anxious since Tuesday, excluding my panic attack at show choir prom. I'm currently finishing up some homework and listening to Christmas music! (Look, it snowed, and I'm feeling really good, so there.)
Yesterday I was laying on the couch and my dad randomly threw me an Oatmeal Cream Pie and it made me very very happy
I hope you all are having a very good day!
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Congrats!
I love Oatmeal Cream Pies. Those things are delicious.
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My friend finally finished Way of Kings!! We made a deal about it back in December, and I've been so excited for him to reach the end for months!!!!! There were a couple of weeks where he didn't read for a little bit, and I was worried that he would quit, but he powered through!!!
Literally so proud, and he's already got the audiobook for Words of Radiance!!! 
I haven't been able to interrogate him in person yet, but it sounds like he really enjoyed it!!! Of course though, how could you not 
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I'm upset, flabbergasted, and quite annoyed.
So, if you guys didn't know, WIRED did a profile on Brandon Sanderson. Last year, Brandon invited the reporter into his home, showed him the company, his lifestyle, and how he writes, and was extremely open with him. The article is ruthless and in my opinion unnecessarily cruel to Sanderson. It mocks his religion, his community, the way he dresses, his family, his writing, people at conventions, and even the way his son eats...like storming what! It makes me pretty upset.
Anyway DONT look up the article cause it gives the article more clicks/revenue—if you want a good summary check out Daniel Greene's Video
Spoiler
I mean, I get it if you don't like a person or their writing, but writing a condescending and elitist 4000 word essay about it seems unnecessary.
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if you are willing i might want to be in it toooooooooooo...
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My friend finally finished Way of Kings!! We made a deal about it back in December, and I've been so excited for him to reach the end for months!!!!! There were a couple of weeks where he didn't read for a little bit, and I was worried that he would quit, but he powered through!!!
Literally so proud, and he's already got the audiobook for Words of Radiance!!! I haven't been able to interrogate him in person yet, but it sounds like he really enjoyed it!!! Of course though, how could you not
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I'm upset, flabbergasted, and quite annoyed.
So, if you guys didn't know, WIRED did a profile on Brandon Sanderson. Last year, Brandon invited the reporter into his home, showed him the company, his lifestyle, and how he writes, and was extremely open with him. The article is ruthless and in my opinion unnecessarily cruel to Sanderson. It mocks his religion, his community, the way he dresses, his family, his writing, people at conventions, and even the way his son eats...like storming what! It makes me pretty upset.
Anyway DONT look up the article cause it gives the article more clicks/revenue—if you want a good summary check out Daniel Greene's Video
Spoiler
I mean, I get it if you don't like a person or their writing, but writing a condescending and elitist 4000 word essay about it seems unnecessary.
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"dang it, Sanderson hasn't murdered anyone or cheated on his wife"
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Welcome to Random Thoughts with Telrao! Your weekly dose of Insanity is here!
I have figured out what I am going to name my children! (If I ever have any hehe
)
Firstborn: Raoden/Sarene
This is because Elantris was the first Cosmere book I ever read and I LOVE IT SO MUCH!
Secondborn: Amphisbaena/Spensa
Amphisbaena (yes I did spell it correctly the first time) is cool and I could call him Amphi. Spensa because SPENSA is an AWESOME name and Spensa herself is a fantastic character!
Thirdborn: Kaladin/ Lyn
KALADIN!!! Need I say more? And Lyn because the name is COOL!
Other names:
Adolin, Dalinar, Elend/ Shallan, Torena, Marasi
Any thoughts?
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Welcome to Random Thoughts with Telrao! Your weekly dose of Insanity is here!
I have figured out what I am going to name my children! (If I ever have any hehe
)
Firstborn: Raoden/Sarene
This is because Elantris was the first Cosmere book I ever read and I LOVE IT SO MUCH!
Secondborn: Amphisbaena/Spensa
Amphisbaena (yes I did spell it correctly the first time) is cool and I could call him Amphi. Spensa because SPENSA is an AWESOME name and Spensa herself is a fantastic character!
Thirdborn: Kaladin/ Lyn
KALADIN!!! Need I say more? And Lyn because the name is COOL!
Other names:
Adolin, Dalinar, Elend/ Shallan, Torena, Marasi
Any thoughts?
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Welcome to Random Thoughts with Telrao! Your weekly dose of Insanity is here!
I have figured out what I am going to name my children! (If I ever have any hehe
)
Firstborn: Raoden/Sarene
This is because Elantris was the first Cosmere book I ever read and I LOVE IT SO MUCH!
Secondborn: Amphisbaena/Spensa
Amphisbaena (yes I did spell it correctly the first time) is cool and I could call him Amphi. Spensa because SPENSA is an AWESOME name and Spensa herself is a fantastic character!
Thirdborn: Kaladin/ Lyn
KALADIN!!! Need I say more? And Lyn because the name is COOL!
Other names:
Adolin, Dalinar, Elend/ Shallan, Torena, Marasi
Any thoughts?
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Welcome to Random Thoughts with Telrao! Your weekly dose of Insanity is here!
I have figured out what I am going to name my children! (If I ever have any hehe
)
Firstborn: Raoden/Sarene
This is because Elantris was the first Cosmere book I ever read and I LOVE IT SO MUCH!
Secondborn: Amphisbaena/Spensa
Amphisbaena (yes I did spell it correctly the first time) is cool and I could call him Amphi. Spensa because SPENSA is an AWESOME name and Spensa herself is a fantastic character!
Thirdborn: Kaladin/ Lyn
KALADIN!!! Need I say more? And Lyn because the name is COOL!
Other names:
Adolin, Dalinar, Elend/ Shallan, Torena, Marasi
Any thoughts?
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I already posted this in the Bad Day thread, but:
My cat, Ivan, passed away today. It was extremely sudden.
I got home from school and he was yowling. He's old(16)... and I knew it was coming at some point.
Just... sometime later. Tomorrow. Not today.
Sorry, I got distracted, not making sense. He was old, and he didn't do much but poop in the wrong places and puke on the carpet. But... he was snuggly.
We got him to the vet, and they said he had either a stroke or a mass in his brain. He was disoriented, and he couldn't walk. So they said the kind thing to do was put him down.
So... he's gone now. I'll be okay. It was just so sudden, and...
I don't know. I'll be okay, but it's sad now.
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I already posted this in the Bad Day thread, but:
My cat, Ivan, passed away today. It was extremely sudden.
I got home from school and he was yowling. He's old(16)... and I knew it was coming at some point.
Just... sometime later. Tomorrow. Not today.
Sorry, I got distracted, not making sense. He was old, and he didn't do much but poop in the wrong places and puke on the carpet. But... he was snuggly.
We got him to the vet, and they said he had either a stroke or a mass in his brain. He was disoriented, and he couldn't walk. So they said the kind thing to do was put him down.
So... he's gone now. I'll be okay. It was just so sudden, and...
I don't know. I'll be okay, but it's sad now.
