J. Magi

Feelin depressed because there's a roadblock to achieving my goals, and to get past that roadblock I need money, and to get money I need a job, but I stopped job hunting because I felt too depressed.

Nice.

Gonna go watch a 40 minute video essay on how to use tumblr because I have the computer literacy of an 80 year old woman.

Everything's fine a vaguely stuffy and disappointing way. I think it might have to do with the fact that it's like 80 degrees in my house right now and I think I'm dehydrated (Hint: I'm always dehydrated). The sun is way too bright, in my humble opinion. That thing should have a dark mode for us chronically online folk. Oh wait.

I feel like, really motivated to achieve my dreams but also not so I just sit there. Not achieving them. But really wanting too. 

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I'm kind of bored but in a restless way. My skeleton may be hatching, my bones are like, doing the thing where they need to be shaky? But I'm not shaking they just want to be shaky.

I don't actually know what to do with my life but it is what it is I guess.

Okay I'm going to go drink water.

Drink water guys.