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Someday
SpoilerSomeday
You.You make me believe.You hold me and make meBelieveIn someday.I can’t thank you enoughFor that.I know thatI’m a messy person.I’m everywhere at once.My emotions goEverywhere.My thoughts go everywhere.I just can’t stop them.But you helpTo hold me together.All my little pieces,That try to escape andHurt me,You hold me together.I love you for it.I feel safe with you.I trust you.ButStill I fear.I fear thatSomedayWill never happen.I fear thatI will be left.I’m afraid.I’m afraid to be vulnerable,Even with you.I don’t want to get hurtAgain.I don’t want to beAbandonedSo I’m scaredTo loveScared to dreamScared to be freeAnd let myselfLove.I’m trying.I do love you,I do trust you,But I’m sorryIf I’m notLike everyoneElse.I’m tryingButThe traumaJustWon’t leave.And yetHere I amBelievingInSomeday.Look what you did!You got meTo believeIn something.You got meTo loveSomeone.And I’m trying.I reallyReallyAm.ButIt’s just hardRight now.If you wantTo leave,The doors open.But,Someday.~ Stick 1-25-24