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Alone
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Once againHere I amAlone.I knew,It wouldn’t last,I knew,It was just toGood to beTrue.And yet,I trustedThat I wouldn’t beHurtLeftForgotten.Here I am,Alone.I was held,I was loved,I thought-Not anymore.Now I’m just hereNow I’m just cryingNow I’m just tryingTo hold togethermy breaking heart,Pretending thatI’m fine,That we are fine,Because nobody caredIn the first place.It was all teasing,All a joke.And I liedTo myself.I said I wouldn’t be hurt againOr left, againBut I was.It was a stupid decision.I should’ve known.I won’t be soStupid next time.I’ll never beThat naive again.I just have to rebuildMy walls.Thicker and strongerThan ever.I have to protect my heart.I need those walls up.I can’t be broken again.I’ll never be that easy toHurt again.Good luck,Trying to break them.I’m fine,I’m just breaking.I’m just hurt,I’m just addingTo my wallsI’m just adding toMy trauma.No big deal,It’s normal,I saw it coming,But I lied to myself.It’s my fault anyway,I wouldn’t want me if I was himEither.I’m fine.Just broken.Just abandoned.Just alone.~ Stick 1-29-24