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Just-A-Stick

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    I'm Panda's gorgeous dirt princess!! ^^
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    she/her
  • Location
    With @SmilingPanda19 and @Part of The Narative in our Walmart dumpster
  • Interests
    I love books, books, books, Brandon Sanderson books, God, asking questions, my cats, my family, my friends, my house, buying expensive Stormlight Archive t shirts from Etsy, writing my own stories with my writing group ( aka my three best friends and me) making valiant attempts at writing romance, writing "juicy" scenes, avidly hating math, being socially awkward, drawing, memes, nightblood, singing songs from various musicals (HAMILTON! LES MIS!!! IN THE HEIGHTS! NEWSIES! THE GREATEST SHOWMAN!!) and movies, country music, gardening, animals, foreign cultures, the beach, the mountains, geeking out with my friends about all kinds of junk, eating gummy bears, exercising. POETRY! PHOTOGRAPHY!! PHILOSOPHY!! QUESTIONS!! ECONOMICS!! DEBATE! cOnSpIrAcY!!!!! oh, and did I mention reading? ( This is NOT in order of importance)

    *AHAHAHAHAHAHA* ~Hermes at all times

    IF YOU READ THIS YOU JUST LOST THE GAME!!!
    :DDD

    Quotes formerly in "Contact Methods":

    I imagine death so much it feels more like a memory; this is where it gets me, on my feet, the enemy ahead of me, if this is the end of me, at least I have a friend with me, weapon in my hand, a command, and my men with me. ~ Hamilton

    I don't think that anyone gets it So I don't wanna tell anybody what really goin' on in my head I just wanna be alone and listen to the music and let it tell me the way I need to feel So I don't think I'm defective ~ Hurt Myself, Ekoh

    I need a break from my brain From the doubt, from the stress, from the pain This anxiety is killing me and keeping me awake I need a break from my temper It's exhausting to live with the anger It weighs me down and it holds me back ~ Take Me Away, New Medicine


    I see you Crying in a gown that's blue Screaming through a breathing tube "How'd I get to this place?" I see you Wondering how you came unglued Feeling like your whole life's screwed "Who could love me this way?" ~ ICU, Citizen Soldier

    All my life I had to keep fighting And I'm a prove 'em wrong or I'm a die trying Head like a stone, heart like a lion I'm a prove 'em wrong or I'm a die trying ~ Die Trying, New Medicine

    Used to pull down my sleeves Used to put makeup on So everyone would think I'm fine and nothing's wrong I buried all the pain, used to feel so ashamed Of all the things I wrote about myself with razor blades ~ Tattoos Citizen, Soldier


    Broken legs, but I chase perfection These walls are my blank expression My mind is a home I'm trapped in And it's lonely inside this mansion ~ Mansion, NF

    THIS IS SO LONG WTC

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  1. Hello...

    Spoiler

    I'm tired, but I can't sleep
    I'm hungry, but I don't feel like eating
    I'm numb but also sad
    I'm depressed.
    I can't move.
    I can't find my purpose.
    I feel like crying
    but the tears
    won't 
    come.

     

    I'm so lonely...
    I'm still broken...
    I told everyone that I'm fine... That I was over it...
    But how do you get over a heartbreak
    In 2 weeks...
    I'm a good actor...
    I don't show it.
    I don't show anything.
    People think I'm fine,
    Because I can't not be.
    But I'm thinking...
    My mind races...
    I can't stop it
    I'm just getting pummeled with all these ideas.
    None of them are good,
    but all sound so wonderful...

    I got help
    I'm getting help
    it's just not working
    I feel like I'm beyond
    healing and wholeness, happiness
    and yet... I'm still breathing
    I just don't want to be...

     

    I just want to give up
    On my life, my plans
    On my dreams...
    Nothing is working...
    I hate everything
    I can't be saved
    I just want to hide somewhere
    And cry till I fall asleep

    I want my friends to hold me
    I need someone...
    I just can't find anyone
    So I'm just here
    I'm just hurting
    No music, no words can take away
    All this pain.
    I want it all to go away...
    I don't know what will happen...
    Tonight, 
    Tomorrow... the day after...
    I can't promise anything, and
    I'm sorry for that.

     

    I'm a grenade, waiting to go off
    And when I do, I'll hurt everyone around me.
    I'm sorry in advance.
    Most of you
    Don't know me,
    But some of you do.
    Please,
    Watch out for the shrapnel...
    When it comes,
    It'll be sharp.
    I'm sorry for those of you who get cut.
     

     

    Loving hurts
    Breathing hurts
    I don't know anything
    But this pain.
     

    In case...
    In case I leave...
    In case something happens...
    I'll miss you all.
    I love you all...
    I'm sorry...

    But
    Who knows what comes in the morning....



     

    ~ Stick 2-10-24

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