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    I'm Panda's gorgeous dirt princess!! ^^
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    With @SmilingPanda19 and @Part of The Narative in our Walmart dumpster
  • Interests
    I love books, books, books, Brandon Sanderson books, God, asking questions, my cats, my family, my friends, my house, buying expensive Stormlight Archive t shirts from Etsy, writing my own stories with my writing group ( aka my three best friends and me) making valiant attempts at writing romance, writing "juicy" scenes, avidly hating math, being socially awkward, drawing, memes, nightblood, singing songs from various musicals (HAMILTON! LES MIS!!! IN THE HEIGHTS! NEWSIES! THE GREATEST SHOWMAN!!) and movies, country music, gardening, animals, foreign cultures, the beach, the mountains, geeking out with my friends about all kinds of junk, eating gummy bears, exercising. POETRY! PHOTOGRAPHY!! PHILOSOPHY!! QUESTIONS!! ECONOMICS!! DEBATE! cOnSpIrAcY!!!!! oh, and did I mention reading? ( This is NOT in order of importance)

    *AHAHAHAHAHAHA* ~Hermes at all times

    IF YOU READ THIS YOU JUST LOST THE GAME!!!
    :DDD

    Quotes formerly in "Contact Methods":

    I imagine death so much it feels more like a memory; this is where it gets me, on my feet, the enemy ahead of me, if this is the end of me, at least I have a friend with me, weapon in my hand, a command, and my men with me. ~ Hamilton

    I don't think that anyone gets it So I don't wanna tell anybody what really goin' on in my head I just wanna be alone and listen to the music and let it tell me the way I need to feel So I don't think I'm defective ~ Hurt Myself, Ekoh

    I need a break from my brain From the doubt, from the stress, from the pain This anxiety is killing me and keeping me awake I need a break from my temper It's exhausting to live with the anger It weighs me down and it holds me back ~ Take Me Away, New Medicine


    I see you Crying in a gown that's blue Screaming through a breathing tube "How'd I get to this place?" I see you Wondering how you came unglued Feeling like your whole life's screwed "Who could love me this way?" ~ ICU, Citizen Soldier

    All my life I had to keep fighting And I'm a prove 'em wrong or I'm a die trying Head like a stone, heart like a lion I'm a prove 'em wrong or I'm a die trying ~ Die Trying, New Medicine

    Used to pull down my sleeves Used to put makeup on So everyone would think I'm fine and nothing's wrong I buried all the pain, used to feel so ashamed Of all the things I wrote about myself with razor blades ~ Tattoos Citizen, Soldier


    Broken legs, but I chase perfection These walls are my blank expression My mind is a home I'm trapped in And it's lonely inside this mansion ~ Mansion, NF

    THIS IS SO LONG WTC

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  1. The Bigger Person

     
    I think it’s time
    For a change, don’t you?
     
    I’ve been taking for
    Too long.
    It’s time for me to give.
     
    Can I be the person
    For you
    That you were
    For me?
     
    Can I be your
    Shoulder to cry on?
    Person to talk to?
    A safe place?
     
    I want to care for you
    The way you showed me.
     
    If that means being the
    Bigger person,
    The mamma,
    Older?
    I don’t mind.
     
    On the contrary-
    I want that chance.
    To not think about myself
    For once.
     
    Because maybe
    I was made
    To help.
     
    If I can’t help myself,
    So be it.
     
    If I can help you,
    Hold you,
    Care for you,
    Will you give
    Me that chance?
     
    I understand,
    Trusting is hard.
    It can hurt.
    But healing is a cost.
    It can be painful.
    But in the end, isn’t it
    Worth the pain?
     
    You don’t have
    To say yes.
     
    Things can stay how
    They are, and maybe
    Continue to
    Get better.
     
    But, my mindset has
    Changed.
    I’m going to try
    And be the bigger person
    Sometimes.
     
    Not all the time-
     
    Nobody can keep that
    Up forever.
    They weren’t meant to.
    Life is a burden.
     
    There are joys in
    The world,
    And also sorrows.
     
    Both to numerous
    To count.
     
    But everyone still
    Needs that older
    Person
    Sometimes.
     
    My life is a book.
     
    Sorrow is spread across
    Paragraphs.
    Joy is in the margins.
    It’s small, yet still there.
     
    This book of my life
    Is held and balanced
    By many hands.
     
    Your hands are there.
    My family’s.
    Other friends.
     
    The point is,
    Everyone has people
    Helping to hold
    Their book.
    Their life.
     
    I myself
    Am helping to hold
    Many books.
    The more I hold,
    The better I learn to hold
    My own book.
    The bigger my impact is.
    I want to change
    The world.
     
    Will you let me
    Hold a part of your book?
    A part of who you
    Really are?
     
    ~ Stick 5-10-24
    1. WhyEverNot_8

      WhyEverNot_8

      NOOOO I’VE RUN OUT OF REPUTATION!! *mournful sigh*

      This is amazing!

      *hugs*

      Lemme know if you need anything

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