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Wrote a poem.
Tiny
SpoilerTiny
Pull on her oversizedSweatshirt,Pull up the hood.Turn out the light,Slip under the blanket,Grab my pillow and hold itTightly,Pretending…That I’m not soAlone.Hiding in the dark,Finally lettingEverything out.A crying, shiveringMess.Dying to have someoneWith me,Yet still so alone.Wishing I wasThat innocent childAgain.Cared for and held,Tiny,Cradled in someone’sArms.Wishing I wasn’t so needy.So clingy.Wishing I was smaller.Smaller and younger,Held,Safe…Reality is different.Reality isCold,Cruel,Lonely…I can’t shove my feelingsAway anymore.As much as I want to,I can’t be who I want.That’s not reality.I feel so cold.So scared and alone.Uncomforted.Who knew lonelinessCould physically hurt?The empty ache in myChest,The tears burning inMy eyes.So alone,So scared,Hurting.Spiraling as theNight gets longer,Darker and colder.I’m a stranger to myOwn family.I feel like a ghost withMy friends.DriftingUnsureInvisible, maybe?But emotionally tiny.Physically…Tallest and strongest…The most broken,But good at fakingStrength.So fragile,So small,Scared of everything.But tough on the outside.An actor.A really good one.My stage makeup isSo thick and heavy.The opposite ofWhat I wantIn myself.~ Stick 6-5-24