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*sighs*
You know...
This is the first day that I haven't called Veil in... like... months.
She's away for the next three days (ish)
I woke up at 5:30 and walked over to say goodbye this morning.
She'll have limited access to her phone, and therefore, to me.
We're talking very limited.
As in, I got to text her for twelve minutes before her phone was collected again.
I have officially been awake and going for 16 hours and 30 minutes.
I haven't really gotten anything done, including basic self-care, like eating and drinking.
I had work to do this morning, but I, instead, flopped in the middle of the floor and lay there for an hour because I was too depressed to move.
I missed guitar and uke practice, fricked up art, almost fell asleep during math, upset everyone, and got my phone taken for 8 hours this morning.
I have forced down emotions and tears all day, and now I'm too numb to care.
I have a headache, I'm dizzy, I have no appetite...
Not thirsty...
I feel like a zombie.
A really lonely and depressed one.
I just want to curl up in someone's arms and cry...
I think having physical touch as your primary love language is the worst one.
I just... feel so alone...
thanks for reading my emotional dump
assuming at least 1 person did.
-stick