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okayokayokay
i'm going to bed
school night
see y'all maybe next weekend unless I'm somewhere else and have stuff to do
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Thanks for following me!
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Haha, no problem. I'm rarely on here anymore, so I'm sorry it took so long.
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one last thing
the group chat is BLOWING UP!
431 unread texts when I turned off my phone for the night...
(iykyk)
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I do know
it happened to me too
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OH OH OH ALSO!!
I'VE BEEN TAKING A POTTERY CLASS AND IT'S SO FUN AND IMA KEEP DOING IT AND HERE'S THE FIRST THING I MADE THAT'S COMPLETLY FINISHED!!
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whoops don't have the finished piece pic yet... here's an in progress one from a while ago!!
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HELLLLLOOOOOOOO MY BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE!!!
I HAVE ONCE AGAIN GRACED YOU ALL WITH MY PRESENCE!
I DID WATERCOLOR ART TODAY AND I'M SO RIDICULOUSLY PROUD OF IT!!!
ADMIRE MY BABIES!!
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I'm doin' pretty good, started school, lotta homework, went camping, found some turtles, frogs, deer, butterflies, paw-paws, and driftwood!! Working on some cool school projects (leather earring prototypes!!!)
Mentally we're pretty good. I got the dosage for my focus med adjusted which took some getting used to,(lost 12-14 Lbs in 3 weeks- oops) but I think it's working good! Sleeps been good, pets are great, fish had babies, Veil adopted Mochi, (fluffy grey cat- see previous SUs), lotta friend time, laughter, outside time, poems and artwork and fun. I love y'all so much and I don't know what I'd do without you all.
Please take care of yourselves! All of you, each and every one are beautiful and here for a reason. I'll try and keep up with my homework and try and be around more often.
Stay safe, all my lovely people.
One Blood.
~ Stick
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I AM HAPPY TO ANNOUNCE THAT RADIANT ( @Radiant_Sunflower_10)
MY IRL BESTIE AND COUSIN TO @Part Of The Narrative HAS JOINED THE SHARD!!
ALSO, IT'S HER BIRTHDAY!!!
GO FOLLOWE HER, SHE'S AMAZING!!!
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Done and done.
And hey, if she follows me back, that'll be 100 followers for me.
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Heeellllllo ladies and gents! (and everyone else too
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I just wanted to say
That I love you all,
and you're amazing,
and so kind and generous and sweet and just what I need sometimes.
Unfortunately, I have new "guidelines" (IT'S ACTUALLY RESTRICTIONS DON'T LISTEN TO THEM IT'S A TRAP-)
Regarding the shard, and I get one (1) hour of time online on Saturdays and Sundays only for the "foreseeable future" I'm not very happy about this, as you can imagine.
I'm sorry to all those who I roleplayed with, I'll be pretty inactive in that department. Kill my children if you want. (Roleplay characters only though, leave my adopted kids alone or else.)
If you want other contact info from me, or other places you can find me not listed in my about me, then feel free to PM me!
I'll still be here to talk to all you lovely folks.
Love and hugs and cookies spikes and muffins,
~ Stick
P.S. My bestie Radiant might be joining the community towards the end of August!!! She's @Part Of The Narrative's cousin lol
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Your amazinger
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Good to see you back on here!
*mutters to self while reading*
”Guidelines”, huh? I feel that pain
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Um...
Hi...
I'm here
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Hello!
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Hllo
Here's a rabbit to welcome you back:
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@shortcake- I think you're cool too!
@Just a Silvereye- YES I'M ALIVE, BEEN DOING OK I GUESS, I DON'T KNOW, BUT IT'S CONTAGIOUS, The last month has been good but lonely and sad and low-key stressful and frustrating, but there were highlights. I left cuz my parents "don't believe in social media" and "The shard isn't a writing and book platform, it's social media and they said they don't like it and everything
@BlueWildRye- I'm back! (kinda) yeah, I'll look forward to meetin' some new peoples and everythin.
@Cinnamon- Hiiiii Cinny!!!!!!
@Slowswift- Hii!
@Through The Living Glass- Hewo!! Dat's a cute wabit
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*sighs*
See y'all in August
-stick
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You’re still alive!
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I'M STILL ALIVE!!!!! (AND MAYBE MORE THAN A BIT JEALOUS OF CASH'S VOICE BUT THAT'S BESIDES THE POINT-)
I HAD TO LEEEEEAAAAVVVEEEEEEEEEEEE
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Why thank you!
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Going camping, won't have my phone, be back on Friday, Love y'all, be safe.
~ Stick
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also youtube-
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Guys.
Pinterest.
Yes.
"I sailed a sea of emotion,
to wander a forest of scars,
I am a dance of
Light and darkness,
A galaxy of shadow and stars"
R.Queen
"Nothing ever ends poetically. It ends and we turn it into poetry. All that blood was never once beautiful. It was always just red. - Kait Rokowski
she
has
been through
hell.
so believe me when
I say,
fear her when she looks
into a fire and smiles."When you are
not fed love on
a silver spoon
you learn to lick it
off knives."Lauren Eden
Why Are Your Poems So Dark?
By Linda Pastan
Isn't the moon dark too, most of the time?
And doesn't the white page seem unfinished
without the dark stain of alphabets?
When God demanded light, he didn't banish darkness.
Instead he invented ebony and crows
and that small mole on your left cheekbone.
Or did you mean to ask
"Why are you sad so often?"
Ask the moon.
Ask what it has witnessed.
Food for thought.
~ Stick
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The moon has seen a lot.
But remember; even when it looks completely dark, there's a full moon shining somewhere. You might just have to change your perspective to see it. You might have to leave the world behind to catch a glimpse of the light.
And hey, if you can't do that, just wait. The light always comes back.
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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
OH MY CRAP GUYS
SO MUCH HAPPEND
I GOT TO SPEND THE WHOLE WEEKEND AT VEIL'S HOUSE AND WE HAD SO MUCH FUN AND I LOVE HER SO MUCH AND SHE'S AMAZING AND WE DIDN'T SLEEP AND WE WATCHED MOVIES AND HAD DEEP CONVERSATIONS IN HER BED AND I BROKE HER BED AGAIN AND WE SLEP ON THE FLOOR AND DIED IN THE HEAT AND TALKED ABOUT BOYS AND GIGGLED AND CACKLED AND HUGGED AND HAD SOOOOOOOOOOO MUUUUUUCH FUUUUUUUUUUNNN!!!!
SHE'S AMAZING AND I LOVE HER SO MUCH!!!!
OH OH OH AND I DID ART ALL DAY SATURDAY AND IT'S SO GOOD, YOU MIGHT WANNA SIT DOWN SO THAT YOU DON'T DIE BY HOW GOOD IT IS AND HOW PROUD OF IT I AM :DDDDDDD
IT'S A PANTING OF AN EYE
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Paper: 140LB cold press watercolor paper (5x7 I think)
Medium: GoldFaber Auqa Markers, Faber Castell watercolor pencils, Prismacolor watercolor pencils, assorted tubed watercolor, white gel pen, fine black liner pens.
Technique: Wet on wet as well as lots of layering and shadowing
I'M SO HAPPY WITH IT WTC
AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I'M SO HY[ER I'M LITERALLY BOUNCING AND I LOVE MY LIFE AND I HAD A GOOD DAY!
I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH OKAY???
YOU'RE LITERALLY THE BEST!
One Blood.
~ STICK
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OKAY!
IT'S FINALLY TIME
FOR KITTEN NAME AND FACE REVEALS!!!
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^ Here's the pile xD
SpoilerFirst up me have Mama number 1
Name: Sapphire
Named by: Yours truly
Gender: F
Other info:
Longhair, calico, older, gets moody when pregnant, (VERY B A D MOTHER)
Born: Unknown exactly, but at least 6 1/2 years ago
Mother: Our old cat, Mia
SpoilerNext is Mama number 2:
Name: Keeka
Named by: Yours truly
Gender: F
Other info:
Shorthair, tortoiseshell calico, a good mother, very chill
Born: Unknown exactly, about 2 years ago, give or take
Mother: Sapphire
SpoilerFor the first of the babies:
Name: Aislyn (ASH-Linn)
Named by: Yours truly
Gender: F
Other info:
Shorthair, calico, very playful, likes to be noses
Born: 5-24-24
Mother: Keeka
SpoilerThen we have:
Name: Jai Jai
Named by: Younger sister
Gender: F
Other info:
Longhair, calico, very chill, likes to sleep
Born: 5-24-24
Mother: Keeka
SpoilerAnd:
Name: Flynn Pebble
Named by: Yours truly, (helped my youngest brother think of a name)
Gender: M
Other info:
Shorthair, Ginger, very goofy, loves to play and chew on his sibling's ears
Born: 5-24-24
Mother: Keeka
SpoilerThen:
Name: Kiwi
Named by: My middle brother
Gender: F
Other info:
Shorthair, dilute calico, the most playful, loves to lick faces, chew on ears and fingers, and scamper around.
Born: 5-24-24
Mother: Keeka
SpoilerAnd:
Name: Joe-Bob*
Named by: **
Gender: M
Other info:
Shorthair, black, playful, but likes to sleep
Born: 5-24-24
Mother: Keeka
*, **: My older brother was supposed to name him, but wanted to name a different kitten, so was bitter and never named it ;-; my younger brother started calling him Joe-Bob and it stuck kinda
SpoilerAs well as:
Name: Silkie (the 2nd)
Named by: My Mom
Gender: F
Other info:
Longhair, tuxedo coloring, loves to sleep and is so relaxed she'll just fall asleep on you
Born: 5-24-24
Mother: Keeka
SpoilerAnd, last but not least:
Name: -
Named by: -
Gender: -
Other info:
Shorthair, grey tabby, had 5 siblings who all died
Born: 6-12-24
Mother: Sapphire
Unsexed as of yet, but most likely female, unnamed
Okay.
I hope the formatting was good on all those, and I'll keep y'all updated with pics!
I'm happy to answer any questions and I'm all for comments!
Love you guys!!!!
One Blood.
~ Stick
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Hold up-
Why??????
hUh??
*confusion*
Thanks for making me win I suppose...
Oh!
I'm tired and depressed and it's no fun.
*sigh*
But my books got here today.
I now own TSM and Arcanum Unbounded, with Tress, Frugal Wizard, Elantris, Steelheart, and Calamity on their way.
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*hugs*
BUT ALSO BOOOOOOKS
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Hello!
I didn't fail school!
I made it!
And I went berry picking this morning!
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I wrote a thing last night:
SpoilerI wish pretending away the painWas a legitimate option.I wish saying “I’m fine.” Worked.I wish they made bandaids forBullet holes,For broken hearts,Crushed spirits,Twisted minds…I wish that I knew how to heal theWorld.I wish I had a better wayTo fix thingsThan over apologizing forEverything.If I had the power to changeThings,If I didn’t read so much in a singleWord,Sentence,Body movement…If my mind didn’t assume the worstIf I was stronger than my anxietyIf I wasn’t so much,If I could learn how to beWithout hurting so many,If I could shrink my emotions,Make them invisible,Not burden others with them,If I could hide,Have thicker walls…If I was less vulnerable.If I could hold myself together…If I had the right words,If I was less of a mistake.If I wasn’t so selfish,If I thought the world didn’tRevolve around me and myStupidstormingInsecuritiesIf I had the strengthTo resist,To make something of myselfTo get a jobLive up to expectationsIf I wasn’t a failureIf the voices were quieterWhat if there wasA bandaid forSelf hatred?Something to cover it up,Hide it from view,Not let people see…I’m a failure.When there’s no one,I’m still here.I’m backsliding…Do I care?If this spiralResults in my death,Would that beSo bad?I’m so tired.Tired of trying to fly.In my mind, to try and fly,You must firstFind a cliff,And jump.If you die, then you know,You belong in the dirt.You don’t deserve to fly.A stranger.I thought I knew you.But even youDon’t deserveWhat I haveTo offer.I wouldn’t wishThe burden of meAnd the wreck I amOn my worst enemy,Much less you,My friend.I don't need an answer.Maybe, all I really needed,Was someone to hearA few more words.I also did some henna the other day
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Tis a good reminder.
I'm gonna post the rest of the berry pics in the photography thread cause they're so aesthetic!
One Blood.
~Stick
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Mmmm... berries, delicious berries. Can I eat some?
*adds hug*
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How many berries did you get?
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@Just a Silvereye- You may have some! *receives hug*
@Silver Phantom- We got 6 quarts!
It took us about half an hour to pick them all
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Hi guys!!!
I'm here!
For like an hour!
And I dunno what to do!!!
WHAT SHOULD I DO?!?!
ALSO IF ANYONE WANTS TO CHAT OR ANYTHING PLS PM ME I'M SO BORED
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“You’d be nothing without her, you know?”Yeah, I know…“You’re lucky she’s your friend, or you’d still have no style.”Yeah… very lucky…“You’re just trying to be like her.”I know…“You’re such a good writer!You’re so pretty!You’re so kind!So gentle!You’re a good person.”Is that really who I am?Or am I just the oneWho stumbles along,Stealing pieces ofOther people andCalling them mine.I pretend I know how to actPretend I have a stylePretend I actually know whatI’m doingPretend I understand your jokesBecause ignorance might makeMe stupidI have no identity other thanThis maskMy ever-shifting,Reflecting maskTurning tightly to keepThe wounds insideAnd invisibleBut underneath,Inside,There’s just a lonelyShadowAn emptinessA ghost,Watching the outside world,Trying to be normalTrying to fit in,Yet slowly realizing,She never actually hasAnywhere.She’s scared to adopt any identity,Even the things she tells herself.Because, if her entire identityIs Worthless,Is there any hope at all?Does she have an identityAway from her insecurities?Who is she, if not Broken?If not Lost?If not Hurting?Scarred?Ugly?Fearful?A Liar?Stupid,Not good enough,Fat,A burden,Messed up,Abandoned,Selfish,A mistake,A shadow?Not fully dead,But not alive,Either.Halfway here,Halfway gone.A failure.A stranger.Different,Strange,Weird,Creepy…One who doesn’t fully belongAnywhere,So why is she still here?One who selfishlyNeeds to be needed,Who wishes that someoneExpressed their love for herThe way she does for others,Who’s clingy and scared,But supposed to be strong,Who’s covered in wounds,Some visible, some not,She loses herself in stories,Because maybe there,She can find herself.She won’t be suchA burden,Such a mistake,So needy,Helpless.Even if she only findsA few fragments,It’s maybe better thanNothing.Because she,Is nothing.~ Stick 6-18-24- Show previous comments 2 more
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@Through The Living Glass- I do know, and it's very much appreciated
@Just a Silvereye- Thank you so much! (did you actually cry? :o.
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I was close to.
And that's a lot, because for some reason, I never cry over media ever.
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Aww <33
*big hugs*
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"Oh, Bookwyrm, do you need a-" *pulls severed arm out of closet* "-hand?"
*maniacal laughter*
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@Edema Rue like... 5... 4 human, 1 elven, and preferably still breathing?
@Kajsa I don't think so, but maybe tomorrow.... (i already drank enough blood for today
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@The cheeseman not necessarily, but it's preferred
@Through The Living Glass- Hands are preferred, but I know @shortcake has been... collecting those all day
@The Bookwyrm- There is no help for you here... unless you're good at body disposal
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I still need mine!
Ask me again in like 80 years.
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*cries*
I hate it when other people are right!
Look!
SHE WAS RIGHT
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Stick is taller then me!!
HUZZah
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yay!!!!
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I wish I could post something good for Father's Day, but this is all I have.
Dad...
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I don’t know who you are.I don’t know if I ever did.We have wounds that maybeYou don’t know about.But I do.I see them.I feel them.I’m still here.I don’t understand you.I don’t begin to understand.You don’t know what you did,Do you?I tried to tell you, but youProbably don’t remember thatEither.When will you learnThat I am notWho my brother is?That I actually hearWhat you’re yelling.I don’t need your heavy hand.I wish I could talk to you.But I can’t.I’ve had enough of yourFake apologies.Enough of your “serious talks”.More than enough comparisons.I don’t know you!You’re leaving.Again.What is this?I know it’s not my fault.I know it’s yours.But why couldn’t youJustDoBetter?Maybe mom forgave you,But I don’t know if I can.You left so many times.You weren’t there for meWhen I was little.Maybe, what you don’t realize,Is that I saw things.I heard things.Maybe you thought you hid that,But I saw it.You abandoned me.You should know that you can’tRely on Ty to be the bigger person!So where does that leave us?!When Mom is sobbingWhere she thinks nobody sees,When Ty is in a yelling matchWith you,When the younger onesAre crying because they’re scared,I am the one.I’m the one who has to beBrave.The comforter.“Everything is going to be okay.”Just repeating,Over and over as it happensAgain and again.Where were you?!You didn’t just hurt Mom.You hurt me.You hurt Ty.You hurt the younger ones.I’m done with those emptyApologies.Done with those stupidWords you toss aroundLike garbage.I don’t need your compliments.I don’t need you to try andMicromanage my life.You don’t know anything about me!You try to help and you wipe outMy only confidence.I have other fathers.I don’t trust you.I don’t believe your words.Good, or bad.You’re a ghost to me.Someone who flickersIn and out,Twisting thoughts and words,Until everything is a mess.Dad…I don’t know you.You’re a stranger.One who’s leaving.And all I have to say, isGoodbye.~ Stick 6-15-24 -
Hehehe
I forgot to mention.
YT channel is now linked
on my profile! (in contact methods)
My pfp on YouTube was wonderfully and masterfully created by my amazing and gorgeous friend, @SmilingPanda19 *applause starts*
She will also be helping me with editing and stuff when I actually film something!
I know the 4 shorts I have rn are bad, but I'm not a very techy person so...
Yeah, in the future, things will be better.
I finally got all my equipment back from my dad who decided to "hold on to it for me" because of something my older brother did which somehow got my stuff taken???
I don't know either.
But now I have it (almost all) back!!!
I love you guys and I'm so grateful for each one of you beautiful people!
Thanks for always being here for me
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CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT JUNE IS HALFWAY OVER ALREADY?!?
SUMMER WILL BE GONE SO FAST!!!!
ANYWAY!!!
I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!
One Blood.
~ Stick
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Juuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuune
Hey look! It's July!
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AHHHH
THANK YOU!!!!
SpoilerFor subscribing to my YouTube channel!!!! *shameless self advertising xD*
Fr tho, it means so much!!
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