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One of the most beautiful songs I've heard in a LONG time!!

Hazel Eyes, by Sabrina Jordan

ITS SO GOOD!
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1. Part Of The Narrative
  
  TOLD YOU HAHAHHAHA
  
  I'VE CONVERTED ANOTHER CHILD
  
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2. Faerie Braids
  
  I just listened to Hazel Eyes, and it is such a beautiful song! I will gladly be converted!
  
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Just-A-Stick

"My religious belief teaches me to feel as safe in battle as in bed. God has fixed the time for my death. I do not concern myself about that, but to be always ready, no matter when it may overtake me." ~ Stonewall Jackson.

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Do y'all know how hard it is to smile when your heart is breaking?

I'll give you a hint.

It's pretty damn hard.

*lonely sigh*
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2. Weaver of Lies
  
  *lots and lots of hugs*
  Thaid said it really well, I’m not sure what else I could say. Is there anything I and/or we can do?
  
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3. Just-A-Stick
  
  I don't think so... the music is helping
  
  *hugs back as tight as possible*
  
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4. Just a Silvereye
  
  *even more hugs*
  
  Just what Thaid said.
  
  We love you.
  
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  PS: sorry for always getting there so late. Why do timezones exist
  
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Just-A-Stick

*inhales*

Hi everyone...

I'm better than yesterday, which is nice...

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But, I is getting some fairly strong urges to do thingz...

I'm still under a lot of stress, but I'm managing it (I think?)

I love you all, and thanks for the support

~ Stick

( @Part Of The Narrative, @Shardwatcher01)
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2. TwinSouls
  
  *hugs*
  
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3. Ravenclawjedi42
  
  *adds more hugs because there can never be too many*
  
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4. Just-A-Stick
  
  *is amassed by hugs*
  
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Just-A-Stick

Guys... I'ma be honest, I'm not doing very good...

I'm being strangled/eaten alive by the stress-fairy...

I'm having a few relational issues and got my lil heart broke the other day...

It's mostly my fault, and it only added to my trauma...

I feel like crying, but the tears won't come.

I want to scream, but I can't.

I want to be held, but I'm alone.

I'm shaking, I'm gonna melt down, I'm anxious because I'm starting a new partial school thing tomorrow, and, once again, I'm the new person... once again, I don't have friends there.

I'm on the edge of panic.

so, I'm an emotional wreck.

Love you all.

~ Stick

( @Part Of The Narrative, @Shardwatcher01)
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2. Just-A-Stick
  
  Thank you.
  
  That means so much right now.
  
  *big group hug*
  
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3. Kajsa
  
  *so many hugs and love*
  
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4. Just a Silvereye
  
  *many, many hugs*
  
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Just-A-Stick

In The Stars By Benson Boone is making me cry, and yet... it's so good...
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1. SmilingPanda19
  
  ….mkay actually so real
  
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2. Just-A-Stick
  
  *hugs my mamma*
  
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3. Kajsa
  
  OH MY GOSH YES. The first time I heard it I was lying in bed literally sobbing. And then I used it to audition for my old school's a cappella group lol.
  
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Just-A-Stick

MORE FUSE BEADS!

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I'm having way to much fun...

I love being a lil kid
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1. The Wandering Wizard
  
  FUSE BEADS!!!
  
  I love those :3
  
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2. Just-A-Stick
  
  Hehehehe
  
  I LOVE DEM THANGS TO! :3
  
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3. Edema Rue
  
  I have a friend with shark earrings made of those :))
  
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Just-A-Stick

ACK-

IVE BEEN SHOT!

IN THE HEAD-

*dies*
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2. Just-A-Stick
  
  *exasperated sigh*
  
  I CANT DO SPELLING! OKAY? HURTS MY HEAD!
  
  ACK-
  
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3. The Bookwyrm
  
  *Evil laughter*
  
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4. Just-A-Stick
  
  *depressed sigh*
  
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Just-A-Stick

GUYS!

WE LOVE IT WHEN THE ARTS AND DOODLES ARE ARTING AND DOODLING!

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*scribbles with purple marker*

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*scribbles with many markers*

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FUSE BEADS!!!!

YES!

AND MY MOM GOT ME FINGER PAINT
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2. Just-A-Stick
  
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3. Thaidakar the Ghostblood
  
  AWESOME!!!
  
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4. Just-A-Stick
  
  hehehehe
  
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Just-A-Stick

Ahh yes...

we just love it when our computers get left lay by younger siblings, then get sat on, then gets cracked...

It's the best feeling in the world, and it makes us definitely not want to see how their face reacts to our fist...
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2. Kajsa
  
  LOL I FEEL THIS. love ya stick haha <3333333
  
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3. Just-A-Stick
  
  Luv ya 2!
  
  <3333
  
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4. Thaidakar the Ghostblood
  
  Oh my gosh, relatable.
  
  *hugs*
  
  If you punch them and their teeth break, they won't be able to plead for your forgiveness fully.
  
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Just-A-Stick

Alone

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Alone

Once again

Here I am

Alone.

I knew,

It wouldn’t last,

I knew,

It was just to

Good to be

True.

And yet,

I trusted

That I wouldn’t be

Hurt

Left

Forgotten.

Here I am,

Alone.

I was held,

I was loved,

I thought-

Not anymore.

Now I’m just here

Now I’m just crying

Now I’m just trying

To hold together

my breaking heart,

Pretending that

I’m fine,

That we are fine,

Because nobody cared

In the first place.

It was all teasing,

All a joke.

And I lied

To myself.

I said I wouldn’t be hurt again

Or left, again

But I was.

It was a stupid decision.

I should’ve known.

I won’t be so

Stupid next time.

I’ll never be

That naive again.

I just have to rebuild

My walls.

Thicker and stronger

Than ever.

I have to protect my heart.

I need those walls up.

I can’t be broken again.

I’ll never be that easy to

Hurt again.

Good luck,

Trying to break them.

I’m fine,

I’m just breaking.

I’m just hurt,

I’m just adding

To my walls

I’m just adding to

My trauma.

No big deal,

It’s normal,

I saw it coming,

But I lied to myself.

It’s my fault anyway,

I wouldn’t want me if I was him

Either.

I’m fine.

Just broken.

Just abandoned.

Just alone.

~ Stick 1-29-24

( @Part Of The Narrative, @Shardwatcher01)
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1. The Wandering Wizard
  
  *hugs and holds*
  
  We're here for you sis
  
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2. Part Of The Narrative
  
  *snuggles*
  
  love you bb
  
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3. Weaver of Lies
  
  *many, many hugs*
  
  Sorry I’m late, but as Wiz said, we’re here.
  
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Just-A-Stick

The Halcyon Girl
I LOVE YOU, HALY!

EVERYONE HERE LOVES YOU!

I'LL FIND YOU THAT DRAGON, I PROMISE!

<33
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Just-A-Stick

Hi!

I'm leaving..

I might be back later this evening, but I might be off til tomorrow.

I'm about to explode.

Bye!

( @Part Of The Narrative, @Shardwatcher01)
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1. The Wandering Wizard
  
  Awwww byeeeee and we'll be praying for you <33
  
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2. ΨιτιsτηεΒέsτ
  
  For a moment I thought you meant the shard.
  
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Just-A-Stick

I have a stupid question from a dumb child who doesn't know hardly anything about the cosmere...

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What would happen if you spiked Kaladin?
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2. Weaver of Lies
  
  You can take his bond, but then Syl could break it.
  
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3. Just-A-Stick
  
  Oooooh...
  
  Cool!
  
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4. Thaidakar the Ghostblood
  
  You would widen the cracks in his soul, thus making it so that shards and other beings could talk to him easier, not just Moash, the Stormfather and Dalinar. Via the cognitive and spiritual realm, that is
  
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Just-A-Stick

800!!!!

( @Part Of The Narrative, @Shardwatcher01)
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1. TwinSouls
  
  Yay!!!
  
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Just-A-Stick
My sermon notes from this morning
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Sermon Notes 1-28-24

If you’re feeling weak, it’s a sign of strength to come.

“If someone thinks I’m a lunatic, that’s fine with me, I probably am!” ~ Derrel

Hebrews 12:1

“Let us run the race that is before us and never give up. We should remove from our lives anything that would get in the way and the sin that so easily holds us back.”

The key to finishing a good race is to simplify your life. Get rid of the baggage, eliminate the distractions, the time wasters that keep you from God’s best in your life.

PHILIPPIANS 3:3-14

"Forgetting the past and looking forward to what lies ahead, I strain to reach the end of the race."

Remember the reward.

When you feel like giving up, you remember these words. “My faith will be rewarded.”

1 CORINTHIANS 925-26

"To win the contest, you must deny yourself! many things that would keep you from doing your best. But we do it for a heavenly reward that never disappears. So I run straight to the

goal with purpose in every step. A heavenly reward, personally rewarded by God!”

GALATIANS 6.9

"Let us not get tired of doing what is right, for after a while we will reap a harvest of blessing if we don't get discouraged and give up.”

Resist all discouragement. Proactively move against it!

You either get discouraged, or you procrastinate. That is from the enemy!

GALATIANS 6.9

"Let us not get tired of doing what is right, for after a while we wil reap a harvest of blessing if we don't get discouraged and give up.”

“If doing what was wrong was hard, nobody would ever do it!”

When you plant a seed, do you get it back instantly?! No!! That’s not how it works in God’s kingdom! There is a delay between sowing and reaping. You just have to keep on doing what’s right, that’s faith.

One of the greatest tests of faith is how do you handle delays? How do you handle setbacks?

“Anything worth doing, is worth doing right.”

“Great people are just ordinary people with an extraordinary amount of determination.”

PSALM 94:19

"Lord, when doubts fill my mind, when my heart is in turmoil, quiet me and give me renewed hope and cheer.”

PHILIPPIANS 1:6

"God, who began the good work within you, will keep right on helping you grow in His grace until His task within you s finished. What God starts in your ife, He finishes, and He's not through with you!”

Renew myself daily. If you’re going to last over the long haul, you have to renew yourself daily.

2 CORINTHIANS 4:16

"This is why we never give up.

Our spirits are being renewed every day?”

God is not through with you, your race isn’t over yet!

“You are never a failure until you quit.”

1. What have you felt like giving up on? What dream? What goal?

Whatever it is, don't give up.

What do you need to finish?

What's holding you back? What has distracted you from God's best?

You need to get up, focus on the finish line, and start moving again.
Ahhhh… don’t you just love it when your paying attention to the sermon, then you happen to look down and see your older brother playing with a can of butane in church…..

Anyway, it's a bit of a chaotic wreck, but, I HOPE EVERYONE ENJOYS YOUR SUNDAY!

~ Stick

( @Part Of The Narrative, @Shardwatcher01)
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  <33
  
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Just-A-Stick

Hmmmm...

My computer is running low on battery,

but,

I'm too lazy to plug it in...

Mmmmmmm.....

mmMmmmMMmmm...
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1. ΨιτιsτηεΒέsτ
  
  Why is this so relatable?
  
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2. Just-A-Stick
  
  XD
  
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Just-A-Stick

The Halcyon Girl
YAY!

NEW PFP!!

I LOVVEEE ITTT
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1. The Wandering Wizard
  
  ME TOO!!!!!!
  
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2. The Wandering Wizard
  
  Hehe it looks like Emma :3
  
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3. Edema Rue
  
  AND MEEEEEEE
  
  …heehee and now I don’t wince every time I see it xD
  
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Just-A-Stick

Moonlight

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Moonlight

I’m staring at the moon.

I’m thinking

I’m thinking about you,

Where you are,

Why you have to be

So far away from me.

I’m wondering

Are you

Looking at the deep,

Rich, velvet,

Night sky,

Thinking of me?

I miss you.

My heart is longing for you,

Your embrace,

The feeling of safety.

I’m thinking of you,

Imagining you,

Dreaming of you.

I love you,

And so I go,

To the only place I know,

To express that love.

I’m counting stars,

Counting the ways I

Love you.

You never stray far

From my thoughts,

From my heart.

It beats, and I think of you,

Of one day, when our hearts

May beat in tandem.

The day cannot come fast enough.

Here I am, far away,

Longing for your touch.

The moonlight,

Illuminates my tears,

Turning them to silver

Comets down my face.

They are tears of longing,

Tears of joy,

Tears because,

I’m so filled with our love,

That it overflows.

It is beautiful,

Like your heart,

Like your love,

Like all those

Endless stars,

Watching both of us,

Connecting us,

Somehow.

We are both together,

And yet, alone,

Here, in the

Moonlight.

~ Stick 1-26-24

I'm so proud of this.

( @Part Of The Narrative, @Shardwatcher01)
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2. The Halcyon Girl
  
  SHARDBOY
  
  YO
  
  @Shardwatcher01
  
  THIS IS IMPORTANT
  
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3. The Wandering Wizard
  
  He can't be on right now :((
  
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4. The Halcyon Girl
  
  I WILL MAKE HIM BE ON
  
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Just-A-Stick

Sweatshirt

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Sweatshirt

I wrap myself

Up in it.

I imagine you’re here

With me.

Holding my hand,

Holding me,

Loving me.

I feel you,

In this sweatshirt.

I miss you,

I’m thinking of you.

I think you’re here with me.

I hide in this sweatshirt,

Pretending I’m hiding in your

Loving arms.

It smells like you.

It feels like you.

It’s a bittersweet

Feeling, wearing

Your sweatshirt.

I think of you often,

I miss you lots,

It makes me lonely,

But also hopeful.

You will have

To see me again,

Or else,

Say goodbye

To your sweatshirt.

I love you.

I’m missing you.

I can’t wait

To see you,

Wearing my sweatshirt,

And give you

A hug.

I’m thinking of you

From

Inside

This

Sweatshirt.

~ Stick 1-26-14

( @Part Of The Narrative, @Shardwatcher01)
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2. Weaver of Lies
  
  *two hugs*
  
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3. Cinnamon
  
  This reads like a kid who’s dad has gone on an extended vacation or is in the army going into their closet, wrapping themselves up in the too big sweatshirt and softly crying. :]
  
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4. Just-A-Stick
  
  @Cinnamon it was actually about the fact that my close friend let me steal her sweatshirt
  
  but, you are right
  
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Just-A-Stick

It's official! l'm a five year old!

I did finger painting today, and played with shaving cream.

We need no other proof.

If you would like to see my artwork, here it is

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GO!

AND BE
FIVE YEARS OLD!

~ Stick

( @Part Of The Narrative, @Shardwatcher01)
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2. The Bookwyrm
  
  Whoa.
  
  That art...
  
  You say "five years old" but it looks like some eldritch demon tentacles that are going to eat you.
  
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3. Ravenclawjedi42
  
  That art looks better than what I’ve seen most five-year-olds do. I’ say you’re at least six.
  
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Someday

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Someday

You.

You make me believe.

You hold me and make me

Believe

In someday.

I can’t thank you enough

For that.

I know that

I’m a messy person.

I’m everywhere at once.

My emotions go

Everywhere.

My thoughts go everywhere.

I just can’t stop them.

But you help

To hold me together.

All my little pieces,

That try to escape and

Hurt me,

You hold me together.

I love you for it.

I feel safe with you.

I trust you.

But

Still I fear.

I fear that

Someday

Will never happen.

I fear that

I will be left.

I’m afraid.

I’m afraid to be vulnerable,

Even with you.

I don’t want to get hurt

Again.

I don’t want to be

Abandoned

So I’m scared

To love

Scared to dream

Scared to be free

And let myself

Love.

I’m trying.

I do love you,

I do trust you,

But I’m sorry

If I’m not

Like everyone

Else.

I’m trying

But

The trauma

Just

Won’t leave.

And yet

Here I am

Believing

In

Someday.

Look what you did!

You got me

To believe

In something.

You got me

To love

Someone.

And I’m trying.

I really

Really

Am.

But

It’s just hard

Right now.

If you want

To leave,

The doors open.

But,

Someday.

~ Stick 1-25-24

( @Part Of The Narrative, @Shardwatcher01)
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  It's beautiful
  
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Toxic

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Toxic

I have toxic

People

In my life.

I’m close to them.

I love them.

I don’t want to

Leave them.

I said I would never leave.

I said that I was there for them.

But

I can only get

Hurt so many times

Before my trust is broken.

Before the trauma

Overtakes me.

I need to leave.

But I don’t want them

Hurt like I have been.

I don’t want to

Put anyone else

Through that pain.

I love them.

I promised.

I want to be there

But it hurts

It hurts mentally,

Emotionally,

Once or twice,

Physically.

But I can’t leave,

Right?

Would they leave

If the roles were reversed?

Do I

Even care

Enough to leave?

I welcome the pain.

It feels right.

I just don’t care.

I feel toxic.

I am so messed up.

I make others worry,

I make them uncomfortable,

Upset,

Stressed,

What if

I’m the toxic one?

If they feel trapped?

If I just let them go…

If I just left,

If I rebuilt

All the walls

Around my heart.

If I went back

To being alone.

It’s what’s best

For everyone,

Right?

They don’t need

The toxic friend.

They are hurt.

They wish they could escape.

But they don’t want to hurt me.

I can stand the pain.

My heart may break,

But I can hide it.

My life may crash,

But I can loose myself and

Not exist.

I can close myself off

From everyone

And everything.

That’s what’s best.

For everyone.

They have other friends.

Ones who aren’t

Toxic.

I am the

Toxic

Friend

And I’m

Sorry.

~ Stick 1-25-24

( @Part Of The Narrative, @Shardwatcher01)
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2. Part Of The Narrative
  
  Yeah…I been there. Just keep breathing
  
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  *so many hugs*
  
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Just-A-Stick

Hi humans!

I'm home sick today...

not very fun...

I hope Y'all have a good day, I might write something later, and post it later today, or tomorrow.

Love all you wonderful wonderful humans!

<33

~ Stick
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2. ΨιτιsτηεΒέsτ
  
  Did you call me a human?
  
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4. Just-A-Stick
  
  *hugs back*
  
  Thank you everyone.
  
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Just-A-Stick

Learning

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Learning

I am learning.

I’m learning that I’m loved.

I’m learning that it’s okay to cry.

I’m learning that I don’t have to be okay.

I’m learning that living is worth the pain.

Even if it doesn’t always

Feel that way.

I’m learning that pain

Makes you stronger.

I’m learning that joy

Comes in the morning.

I’m learning that God listens.

He is here. He will protect me.

I’m learning about how many people

Love me and care about me.

I’m learning that there is more to life

Than stress.

There is more to life than depression

Or anxiety.

I’m learning about

My purpose.

I am here

For a reason.

Even if

I haven’t found it yet,

I’m learning

To trust

To love

Others, as well as

Myself.

It’s hard

But

I’m getting

Stronger.

I am learning.

~ Stick 1-23-24

( @Part Of The Narrative, @Shardwatcher01)
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2. Just-A-Stick
  
  Thank you, Shardboi <3333
  
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3. Weaver of Lies
  
  *hugs*
  
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4. Just a Silvereye
  
  *hugs*
  
  That was beautiful.
  
  Please keep learning
  
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Just-A-Stick

POST COUNT!!!

2222

ONE OF MAH FAVORITE NUMBERS!

( @Part Of The Narrative @Shardwatcher01)
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Sermon Notes 1-28-24

Moonlight

Sweatshirt

Someday

Toxic

Learning