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Hi, I wrote a poem earlier... sorry, but it's really dark... I'm better than alright now, but I had... a rough time this afternoon. I'M FINE NOW, THO <333
(I'm happy to share inspo in a PM... Take care of yourself, you wonderful people! If you need anything, please PM me
Monster
SpoilerMonster
I have a monster,
Clinging to my soul
It lurks
Down in the blackest
Corner of my heart
It arises
When it’s not wanted
It tries to consume me
It lies to me
Telling me that I’m not good enough
Or that I’m unlovable
Or messed up
Or weird
Or to depressed for real friends
And I believe it
The monster won’t leave
I can’t chase it away
I am powerless to escape
It’s icy claws
It’s hot breath
The wounds it leaves
The monster is
Slowly killing me
Slowly controlling my body
And my mind
I don’t even want to escape
I embrace the monster,
Even as it cuts me
Even as it controls me
I want to bleed
I want to be in pain
I want to die
I want to not exist
I don’t know
What I need
What will help
But I don’t want help
I just want to die
And bleed
And hurt
I want to be eaten
By the monster
I want to be gone
I want to cut myself
I want to kill myself
I want somebody to kill me
With a rope
A gun
A knife
Or drowning
I can’t keep
Going
With this
Monster
Inside
But
I don’t want
It
To
Leave
~ Stick 1-1-24
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*Wiz sized hugs*
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*Wiz cookie monster sized hugs*
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So... I know that these poems come from really rough not great places but I love monster poems.
For me personally they help me identify and acknowledge what I'm feeling and so that's why I love them.
Anyways I really like your poem. And it's really good. I'm sorry you were in a rough place earlier and I'm glad you're feeling better.
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