Jump to content

Just-A-Stick

Members

View Profile See their activity

Posts
5365
Joined
November 2, 2023
Last visited
September 9
Days Won
30

Content Type

All Activity

Profiles

News

Forums

Topics
Posts

Blogs

Gallery

Events

Status Updates posted by Just-A-Stick

Sort By

Prev
1
2
3
4
5
6
7
Next
Page 2 of 15

Just-A-Stick

Edema Rue
POST COUNT!!!!!!!
- June 13
- Report
1. Edema Rue
  
  Ehehehe screenshoted!
  
  June 13
  
  1
  
  Report
Just-A-Stick

Back to back to back?!

You bet.

I wrote a poem at like 10:45 last night and it turned out really good even tho I was dead from swimming all day.

I present,

Pebbles

Spoiler

Pebbles

I

I am the collector of pebbles.

I tread across the smooth,

Damp sand,

Crouching,

Picking up the pebbles.

Some people,

They go after the beautiful,

Perfect,

Seashells.

The picturesque,

The flawless.

That’s not me.

I want the pebbles.

Every one different,

Every one beautiful in

Its uniqueness.

Each has its beautiful scars,

Marks of a journey,

Of suffering,

But it makes them no

Less valuable.

No less beautiful.

I pick them up,

I have a plan for each one,

To help them be seen.

Their stories are beautiful,

They deserve to be shared.

I am the traveler,

Dancing, plodding, limping

Across the sky,

Across countless stories.

A star.

I am a collector of stories.

Each one so beautiful,

Part of another journey.

I don’t want perfection.

I want you.

I want your story the way

You

Tell it to me.

I want you to be seen.

I need more stories.

A collector’s job

Is never complete.

So let me gather you,

Your pieces,

Broken, scarred,

Pocked by suffering,

Let me hold you.

You are still

Beautiful.

It just takes the right kind

Of person

To see the beauty

In a

Pebble.

Let me hear your

Story.

Let me tell you

About your beauty.

You are irreplaceable.

I don’t need

Your name, or face.

But will you share

This with me?

Tell me a story.

Share another pebble.

~ Stick 6-12-24
- June 13
- 5
- Report
1. Show previous comments 1 more
2. Just-A-Stick
  
  Omg thank you!!!
  
  It got just what I wanted to across, I think
  
  @Edema Rue because she needs to tell me what I could have done better
  
  (SHE'S AN EXPERT)
  
  June 13
  
  2
  
  Report
3. Edema Rue
  
  Awww that’s beautiful!
  
  (hush I’m not an expert I just like poems)
  
  (and write them sometimes)
  
  June 13
  
  Report
4. Just-A-Stick
  
  (No, you are an expert. Not a nErD, and expert.)
  
  June 13
  
  1
  
  Report
Just-A-Stick

Rest of photos

(computer was being weird and not lettin' me put 'em all together.

Spoiler

There.
- June 13
- 2
- Report
1. Through The Living Glass
  
  Pweeeeettyx2
  
  June 13
  
  Report
2. The Bookwyrm
  
  Aren't you glad we live on a planet with a sun?
  
  June 14
  
  Report
Just-A-Stick

I'm back from the beach!

Personally doing pretty awful, but whatever.

The beach was really fun!!!

Here's some assorted pics

Spoiler

Spoiler

^Gorgeous pebbles and gravle

^more :DD

^Crab that came along for the ride

^Ocean

^Ocean

^ocean

^sunset

^cool focus thingy but also sunset

^sunset

Spoiler

More pics coming soon
- June 13
- 2
- Report
1. Through The Living Glass
  
  Pweeeeetty
  
  June 13
  
  Report
2. The Bookwyrm
  
  Aren't you glad we live on a planet with oceans?
  
  June 14
  
  Report
Just-A-Stick

At the beach today!

If you're sad, read this thread.

Love you guys!!!

OH ALSO!!!

OTHER MAMA CAT IS CURRENTLY GIVING BIRTH!!!

PICTURES LATER!!!!

One Blood.

~ Stick
- June 12
- 6
- Report
Just-A-Stick

Wierdo
Pfp change
- June 12
- Report
Just-A-Stick

I did some henna today!

Spoiler

In honor of Bailey Zimmerman's new song.

@Kajsa because she's a country music hooman
- June 11
- 3
- Report
1. Kajsa
  
  GORGEOUS
  
  June 11
  
  1
  
  Report
Just-A-Stick

Okay!!!

My overalls!!!!

Spoiler

^ Started with white acrylic paint and a Sharpie outline

Spoiler

^ Finished it and let it dry, used pearlescent acrylic paint and regular and let it dry

I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!

One Blood.

~ Stick
- June 10
- 5
- Report
1. Show previous comments 11 more
2. Through The Living Glass
  
  we will knot stop the puns
  
  June 13
  
  Report
3. The Bookwyrm
  
  Our twisted senses of humor will keep them coming.
  
  June 13
  
  Report
4. Through The Living Glass
  
  Indeed. We will keep them in stitches.
  
  June 13
  
  Report
Just-A-Stick

Hi guys!!!

I WAS WRONG!!!!

VEIL CAME BACK TODAY!!!!!

AND I GOT TO SEE HER!!!

AND I GAVE HER A HUG!!!!

AND I GOT LOTS OF TEA!!!!

AND IT WAS GREAT!!!

Doin' pretty good mentally, tired and a bit of post-friend depression, but nothing I can't handle.

I love you guys!!!!!

One Blood.

~Stick
- June 10
- 8
- Report
Just-A-Stick

Fun fact time!

1. I won yesterday

2. You just lost the game

3. I like painting my overalls

4. I have the same favorite kind of gummy bears as Brandon

5. The people of the shard don't know where to spend their rep, because I SOMEHOW keep winning

6. I introduced a new person to Brandon's work today, and he might be joining this forum soon!

7. This guy saw me at church and thought I was 23 years old

This has been fun facts with Stick, pics of my overalls tomorrow!!

One Blood.

~ Stick
- June 9
- 5
- Report
1. Kajsa
  
  scud, i hate losing the game lol
  
  also 23 is crazy it’s like when thaid thought i was 25 lolllll
  
  June 9
  
  Report
2. shortcake
  
  I had a kid think I was in my late 20s when I went to the pool last year
  
  June 10
  
  1
  
  Report
Just-A-Stick

*sighs*

Okay, sad news time.

TW: depressing

Spoiler

So... my parents have been living separately for the last 16 months-ish, but I've still been seeing my dad a lot, and he's still been at my house almost every day, and sleeping overnight on the couch a bunch.

That... all changed today.

My dad is moving into an apartment.

He's not going to be home anymore.

They said at least four months, but maybe longer.

That he might be back by October...

They're not divorced.

They say they don't believe in divorce.

But...

I feel like... the ground dropped from underneath me... again.

Veil only got 9 minutes on her phone today...

I got 57 words from her today.

I... miss her so much.

I still don't have an appetite.

I feel like giving up.

I had multiple mental breakdowns today...

*sighs*

I'm just... so done.

I wanna go home, but nowhere feels like home...

Except maybe Veil's or Shallan and Radiant's house...

But they're all gone until Monday...

I don't know what to do with myself anymore...

So, there's all the depressing stuff.

Sorry bout that.

~ Stick

p.s

ima write more soon I promise.

p.p.s

off for the night
- June 8
- 7
- Report
Just-A-Stick

*massive question mark*

WHO THE RUST MADE ME WIN THE DAY?!

*massive side-eye*

THERE ARE M A N Y MORE-WORTHY INDIVIDUALS!!!!

-_^

Thanks tho

love you guys to
- June 8
- 2
- Report
Just-A-Stick

My phone case got a new sticker!!!

Previously it was a chibi-style Maddison from Hamilton, and now we have:

Spoiler

TA-DA!!

Also, yes, I know the case is scratched and breaking and I need a new one, but I keep spending the tiny bits of money I find/earn on art supplies instead. ;-;

Also!!!

Sticker hack:

Spoiler

If you wipe the surface with an alcohol wipe, then put the sticker on, smooth it on the surface, and apply lots of pressure, it works pretty good.

BUT-

if you add a layer of clear nail polish over the whole thing and let it dry, it stays on so much longer!!! and if the sticker starts to peel off after a while and you aren't ready to change it (let's be honest, guys, Etsy stickers are expensive) you can add another coat and it'll help stretch the life of the sticker out!!

You just have to use some nail polish remover over the sticker before you can get it off.

It also might have negative side effects with whatever surface you're stickering, so be careful

Anyway!

Next in line (after we say goodbye to the sisters) for the phone case is chibi-style Aaron Burr (also from Hamilton-)

Also

Spoiler

I'm trying to post something positive so that I have an excuse to spill everything else later.

Don't read my next few unless you're ready for sadness/depression/whatever else

I'll TW them.

One Blood.

~ Stick
- June 8
- 2
- Report
1. WhyEverNot_8
  
  Stick…
  
  Your phone case ain’t that bad lol
  
  Spoiler
  
  Thanks for the tips! I need to use those on my laptop stickers!
  
  June 11
  
  Report
2. Just-A-Stick
  
  Yeah, well, you could buy a new one.
  
  If you didn't spend every penny on nerd stuff.
  
  June 11
  
  Report
Just-A-Stick

I have no idea who would see this, but I really need someone to talk to.

i have 20-25 minutes.

if anyone wants to pm me, it'd be really appreciated.
- June 8
- 1
- Report
1. shortcake
  
  sticky I'm sorry I didn't see his earlier but if you still want to talk I can shoot you a PM?
  
  I do have work in about 30 minutes but I can text you still
  
  if you need my number for easier communication I can give it to you
  
  June 8
  
  Report
Just-A-Stick

*sighs*

You know...

This is the first day that I haven't called Veil in... like... months.

She's away for the next three days (ish)

I woke up at 5:30 and walked over to say goodbye this morning.

She'll have limited access to her phone, and therefore, to me.

We're talking very limited.

As in, I got to text her for twelve minutes before her phone was collected again.

I have officially been awake and going for 16 hours and 30 minutes.

I haven't really gotten anything done, including basic self-care, like eating and drinking.

I had work to do this morning, but I, instead, flopped in the middle of the floor and lay there for an hour because I was too depressed to move.

I missed guitar and uke practice, fricked up art, almost fell asleep during math, upset everyone, and got my phone taken for 8 hours this morning.

I have forced down emotions and tears all day, and now I'm too numb to care.

I have a headache, I'm dizzy, I have no appetite...

Not thirsty...

I feel like a zombie.

A really lonely and depressed one.

I just want to curl up in someone's arms and cry...

I think having physical touch as your primary love language is the worst one.

I just... feel so alone...

thanks for reading my emotional dump

assuming at least 1 person did.

-stick
- June 8
- 5
- Report
1. Through The Living Glass
  
  Oh, Stick... I feel you. I'm so sorry. *hugs*
  
  We're here for you.
  
  June 8
  
  Report
2. Just-A-Stick
  
  thx
  
  June 8
  
  1
  
  Report
3. Just a Silvereye
  
  *adds hug*
  
  Yeah... I understand.
  
  Love you
  
  June 8
  
  Report
Just-A-Stick

The Wandering Wizard
I know I already said it, but

Happy Birthday, I love you brother!!

Even if you're almost a foot taller than me

*hugs your leg cause I'm short compared to you*

*hands kitties*

*hands new baby hamsters*

*dumps more kitties in your lap*

**
- June 7
- 3
- Report
Just-A-Stick

Therapist: What do we do when we are sad?

Me: Add to cart?

Therapist: No.

I don't struggle with depression.
Like, at this point I have it down.
I'm good at depression.

*feels myself disassociating and staring off into space*
*shifts my eyes to try and snap out of it*
*starts staring into space in the new direction*

Me: I'm depressed.
Therapist: They're depressed.
Doctor: They're depressed.
My parents: Are they, though?

Spoiler

GUYS!!!! WHY IS IT THAT WHEN I'M DEPRESSED LOOKING AT MENTAL HEALTH MEMES MAKES EVERYTHING SO MUCH BETTER?!
- June 7
- 7
- Report
1. Kajsa
  
  these are absolute gold
  
  June 7
  
  Report
Just-A-Stick

Guys...

it's being updated...

I have a Youtube channel....................................

Should I link it...?
- June 6
- 2
- Report
1. Show previous comments 2 more
2. Through The Living Glass
  
  i have no idea
  
  You seemed excited about it, is all
  
  June 6
  
  Report
3. Just-A-Stick
  
  *nervous laughter*
  
  WEEEEELLLL
  
  YA SEEEEEE..................
  
  Spoiler
  
  the channel only has 4 shorts and it's t r a s h if yk what I mean-
  
  June 6
  
  Report
4. Through The Living Glass
  
  Ah I do seeeeeeeee
  
  June 6
  
  Report
Just-A-Stick

Wrote a poem.

Tiny

Spoiler

Tiny

Pull on her oversized

Sweatshirt,

Pull up the hood.

Turn out the light,

Slip under the blanket,

Grab my pillow and hold it

Tightly,

Pretending…

That I’m not so

Alone.

Hiding in the dark,

Finally letting

Everything out.

A crying, shivering

Mess.

Dying to have someone

With me,

Yet still so alone.

Wishing I was

That innocent child

Again.

Cared for and held,

Tiny,

Cradled in someone’s

Arms.

Wishing I wasn’t so needy.

So clingy.

Wishing I was smaller.

Smaller and younger,

Held,

Safe…

Reality is different.

Reality is

Cold,

Cruel,

Lonely…

I can’t shove my feelings

Away anymore.

As much as I want to,

I can’t be who I want.

That’s not reality.

I feel so cold.

So scared and alone.

Uncomforted.

Who knew loneliness

Could physically hurt?

The empty ache in my

Chest,

The tears burning in

My eyes.

So alone,

So scared,

Hurting.

Spiraling as the

Night gets longer,

Darker and colder.

I’m a stranger to my

Own family.

I feel like a ghost with

My friends.

Drifting

Unsure

Invisible, maybe?

But emotionally tiny.

Physically…

Tallest and strongest…

The most broken,

But good at faking

Strength.

So fragile,

So small,

Scared of everything.

But tough on the outside.

An actor.

A really good one.

My stage makeup is

So thick and heavy.

The opposite of

What I want

In myself.

~ Stick 6-5-24
- June 6
- 7
- Report
1. Through The Living Glass
  
  *hugs*
  
  How it's going, girlie?
  
  June 6
  
  Report
2. Just-A-Stick
  
  *hugg*
  
  It's... very complicated.
  
  Flying, diving, failing, crashing, spinning, and soaring all at once.
  
  June 6
  
  2
  
  Report
Just-A-Stick

guys im so goofy

wt hek

i've been staring at my screen freezing in the AC for 2 hours

do we know why?

I'm not really sure.

BUT I'M GOING RIDING TONIGHT!!!!

I GET TO SEE MAH BOI CINDER AGAIN!!!!
- June 4
- 2
- Report
1. Show previous comments 1 more
2. Cinnamon
  
  Is Cinder a horse?
  
  June 5
  
  Report
3. Just-A-Stick
  
  @Cinnamon- Yes!!!
  
  HORSE!!!
  
  June 5
  
  1
  
  Report
4. The Bookwyrm
  
  Okay, he was who I thought he was.
  
  June 5
  
  1
  
  Report
Just-A-Stick

Extesian
Happy Birthday!

I like your signature!
- June 4
- Report
Just-A-Stick

ART!!!

IT'S ART TIME, GUYS!!!!!

I WILL POST MORE WHEN/IF I HAVE TIME WHEN I GET HOME AFTER RIDING THIS EVENING!!!

BUT FOR NOW

HERE

Spoiler

^ Abstract watercolor waves. Paper: 140-LB Coldpress watercolor paper. Medium/Supplies: Watercolor paints, Goldfaber AquaMarkers, White Gel Pen, Masking Fluid, Painter's Tape.

Spoiler

^ A card that I made. Paper: 160-lb white cardstock. Medium/Supplies: Goldfaber AquaMarkers, Masking Fluid, Painter's Tape.

(I KNOW MY HAND LOOKS REALLY DIRTY BUT IT'S JUST STAINED WITH BLUE PAINT FROM THE WAVES!!!)

AND I HAVE KITTEN PICS!!!!

THEY HAVE GROWN SO MUCH!!!

Spoiler

(once again, blue paint on my hands )

I'LL TELL YOU NAMES SOON I SWEAR-

I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!!

One Blood.

~ Stick
- June 4
- 3
- Report
1. Through The Living Glass
  
  BABY ANIMALS EEEEEEEEE
  
  June 4
  
  Report
2. Just a Silvereye
  
  Love that art! And those baby kittens are so cute!
  
  June 5
  
  1
  
  Report
Just-A-Stick

Clockwork King
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
- June 4
- Report
Just-A-Stick

AHHHHH

GUYS!!!!

ART SUPPLIES GOOD NEWS!!!

Spoiler

THE PRICE WENT D

O

W

N!!!!!

I LOVE HOBBY LOBBY SO MUCH!!!

ALSO, I'VE BEEN DOING ART AND UKELELE AND GUITAR ALL DAY SO I'LL POST ART LATER I SWEAR-

I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH!!!!!

One Blood.

~ Stick
- June 3
- 5
- Report
1. Just-A-Stick
  
  *sigh*
  
  I’m on iPad instead of computer so I can’t post art tonight!!!
  
  SORRYYYYYY
  
  June 4
  
  Report
Just-A-Stick

Vyzkel
Thank you for following me!
- June 3
- 1
- Report

Prev
1
2
3
4
5
6
7
Next
Page 2 of 15

×

Create New...