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SpoilerConfusion
I don’t know what happened.I don’t know whatI did wrong.I don’t know howTo make it better.What did I do wrong?I know it’s my fault.It normally is.But I just wish…I wish I could make it right,Fix things,Go back to normal.I wish I knew whatI did wrong.I’m so confused.My brain runs is circles,Chasing its tail.What did I do?Can I fix it?How do I fix itIf I don’t know whatHappened?If I don’t know whatI did to deserve this.Circles,Round andRound,Over andOver.Confusion.Buzzing thoughts.Painful thoughts.Beating against theInside of mySkull.This is myPunishmentFor what I did wrong,I suppose.If its my punishment,Then I deserve it.It was, after all,My fault.It’s painful.It cuts.But I do deserve the pain.Such is thePrice ofConfusion.~ Stick 4-23-24~ Stick
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SpoilerPain
It hurts.I feel like my heartWas torn out of my chest.Was twisted and squeezed,Bruised and cut.It wasn’t returned to me either.I think I’m dying.I didn’t know anythingCould hurt this bad.The tears, as many as there areAre still inadequate toCapture this anguish.It hurts.It’s like no other painI’ve ever felt.I can’t move under the weightOf my sorrow.I can’t breathe.Do I even want to?I can do nothingBut lie hereIn the dark,Alone.Staring up at my ceiling,Sobbing the batteredRemains of myHeart out.I’m dying.I can feel the lifeEbbing away from myCold, shaking body.The breath in my lungsRattles back and forth.I am dying.I can’t survive this.It hurts to much.Pain.Can’t anymore.Dying.~ Stick 4-22-24last night was rough.
~ Stick
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