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  1. Just-A-Stick
    WOW! It looks so good!
  2. Just-A-Stick
    She felt him wince and let go quickly, dropping her hands to her sides where they clenched into tight fists.
  3. Just-A-Stick
    "Thank you." Rex whispered, unaware of the death grip she had on Daniel's hand.
  4. Just-A-Stick
    *fear* Hey Eddie...? You okay?
  5. Just-A-Stick
    She nodded, but didn't look up.
  6. Just-A-Stick
    Rex licked her suddenly dry lips. "I... umm... I would never want to hurt him." She said, looking down.
  7. Just-A-Stick
    @InfiniteInsanity
  8. Just-A-Stick
    Rex blushed slightly, but was still smiling. "Alright, Mr. Johnson." She said quietly.
  9. Just-A-Stick

    I wrote a poem the other night :) 

     

    Spoiler

    Crippling Depression

     
    I stare at the ceiling,
    Unmoving.
    My mind
    Feels numb.
    I don’t even
    Blink my eyes.
     
    My body tingles,
    My hands shake,
    I’m cold all over.
    But the real
    Chill is
    Inside.
     
    I feel frozen in place,
    Stuck in a
    Cold, mental
    Mud.
     
    My eyes water and a
    Single tear
    Rolls
    Down my
    Cheek.
     
    I can’t even move to
    Wipe it away.
    It feels warm,
    Then cold,
    Traveling down,
    To drip into my
    Ear.
     
    I blink once
    And it brings more
    Tears.
     
    They sting my eyes
    As they fall.
    I am being consumed
    By this empty feeling.
     
    By the immense loneliness
    That finds me
    So often these days.
     
    I can’t get warm.
    I can hardly
    Move my chest
    Up and
    Down
    To breathe.
     
    The emptiness
    Is joined by
    The massive
    Weight
    Of self hatred.
     
    I can feel my
    Heart
    Breaking,
    Even as it
    Beats.
     
    My eyes go
    Unfocused,
    Lights blurry.
     
    The world is softer
    That way,
    Everything looks
    Like clouds.
     
    Clouds that
    I can sink into,
    Sink into
    Unmoving,
    Wrapped in the
    Cold misty
    Blanket.
     
    I’m shaking harder now,
    I can hardly feel it.
    I can’t see it.
    I try to
    Wiggle my
    Fingers,
    But it’s too hard.
     
    I am faintly aware
    Of a sensation
    Of drifting.
     
    Have I joined the
    Clouds?
    Is that what I am now?
    Cold and damp,
    Floating away,
    To some other
    Place?
     
    Twenty-three days
     
    I whisper in my mind,
    It’s too long.
    I can’t
    Wait that
    Long.
     
    I’m drifting.
     
    D r i f t i n g…
     
     D
        R
           I
              F
                 T
                    I
                      N
                          G
     
     
     
    ~ Stick 3-21-24
     
     
     
     
     

     

    1. The Wandering Wizard

      The Wandering Wizard

      *hugs tightly*

    2. Edema Rue

      Edema Rue

      *hugs more*

    3. Just a Silvereye

      Just a Silvereye

      *hugs*

      *hugs again*

  10. Just-A-Stick
    Mmmhmmm Sure
  11. Just-A-Stick
    "I hope it is, Sir." She said.
  12. Just-A-Stick
    Rex reached for his hand, taking it in hers and smoothing the skin over it with her thumb. "I must say, I love your son very much."
  13. Just-A-Stick
    "He's done more than his fair share of taking care of me, too." She said, smiling fondly at Daniel.
  14. Just-A-Stick
    "I... Okay..." She forced her smile to come back. "Thank you for being so kind to me."
  15. Just-A-Stick
    "I-Is it me?" She asked, worried. "I can leave..."
  16. Just-A-Stick
    Rex smiled, glad that Daniel was happy. "You have a beautiful home." She said, directed at Daniel's mother.
  17. Just-A-Stick
    "Oh, I'm sure they're nice while they're arguing too!" She laughed, a genuine laugh, not forced.
  18. Just-A-Stick
    Rex smiled back at him. "You have such nice children." She said quietly, but kindly. "They are so sweet and kind."
  19. Just-A-Stick
    She leaned into him. "Okay, I trust you." She whispered back.
  20. Just-A-Stick
    Rex unconsciously let her shoulders relax, leaning her head against Daniel's shoulder.
  21. Just-A-Stick
    She flinched, but recovered quickly. "You're welcome."
  22. Just-A-Stick
    She sighed. I don't know... it's just... I don't know how to act? What if everything goes wrong?" He could probably sense her worry quite easily.
  23. Just-A-Stick
    I'll be fine...
  24. Just-A-Stick
    She stared at Jimmy, fear clouding her mind. Jump! She stepped off the cushion and onto the floor, making it look like an accident.
  25. Just-A-Stick
    Really?
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