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  1. Just-A-Stick
    *hugs as tight as possible* Please, stay. Please, please, please. Picture that one person's face Who loves you, Who cares, Who would be devastated if there was no more you. Stay for them. Stay for me. Stay for all of us. You will be warm again....
  2. Just-A-Stick

    You guys know what's mildly terrifying???

    The fact that you can watch the world population grow in live time online... as well as deaths...

    Right at this very second, 147,000 people have died today...

    147,000 families are mourning their loved ones...

    147,000 people with lives, friends, families... and they show up

    As nothing more than a digit on a screen...

    One hundred forty-seven thousand people have died on March 1st 2024

    147,000

    You know what else is crazy? 

    10,135,500 deaths so far this year....

    10,135,500 deaths. 

    That's... I just can't seem to wrap my mind around that.

    And, in the time it took to write this SU, another Hundred people died.

    100 more families...

    100 more funerals...

    10,000,000 tears...

     

    I hope you can get help before you consider adding to that number in any way.

    My PMs are open.

    I love you all.

     

    ~ Stick

     

     

    1. Just-A-Stick

      Just-A-Stick

      149,000

  3. Just-A-Stick
    Probably... do you care that much?
  4. Just-A-Stick
    She smiled and blushed. I love you... so much more than I have words for...
  5. Just-A-Stick
    Rex jumped slightly. "There are more of you?! Storms save us..." Good. She leaned her head against his shoulder. Do you need to put me down?
  6. Just-A-Stick
    "Huh?" I turn to Roy, "What are we doing? I wanna hug Elan!"
  7. Just-A-Stick
    She opened their connection. You okay?
  8. Just-A-Stick
    So true... Love your sig btw!!!! Pyrophobia "Social anxiety disorder (social phobia) is a medical condition that causes fear and anxiety when you're around people in social situations. People with social anxiety fear being judged or watched by others. This disorder is treatable with talk therapy and medications such as antidepressants." That's all google gave me T-T Velociraptoraphobia ------------------------------------- okay, hear me out... Phonophobia ~ Fear of loud noises... T-T that's me... me who was curled in a fetal position crying hysterically last time I heard a fire alarm go off... hmmmm....
  9. Just-A-Stick
    I hardly know what that means... and when can we stop running? I think Daniel is getting tired... @Weaver of Lights, @Invisible
  10. Just-A-Stick
    "Can I hug you?!" They beg, eyes shinning.
  11. Just-A-Stick
    "Hey Elan!" Someone shouts.
  12. Just-A-Stick
    Oh and these! And here is something kinda funny...
  13. Just-A-Stick
    All mine: So far, this is the list
  14. Just-A-Stick
    What is your biggest fear? Ever wanted the technical name of it so that you can sound smarter than everyone else? Me to!!! I'm a nerd and like to research stuff like this! *cackling*
  15. Just-A-Stick
    hehehe I'm not talking about me... if my homework is late, it's because I wasn't there to turn it in... I'm not online full time... 1 hour a day (approx.)
  16. Just-A-Stick
    "Draco is just so amazing that it doesn't even matter that he's not real." ~ @Part Of The Narrative "How did you know I work with a mafia boss?" ~ @Part Of The Narrative
  17. Just-A-Stick
    Unless it's the same day that its due!
  18. Just-A-Stick

    Miracle

    Spoiler

    Miracle

     
     
    I awoke and saw a bright,
    Yellow flower, sitting alone
    On my dresser.
     
    It was, and is, such a simple thing…
    A yellow flower. A spark in the darkness.
    A flame, ready to grow.
     
    But I saw it as so much more.
    I saw it as a promise. A miracle.
    This long, dark, depressing winter
    Can only last so long before Spring
    Makes her appearance.
     
    It was a symbol of hope, of light, of an ending
    To the dark.
     Spring.
    My heart laughs with joy
    At the thought.
    Warmth, sunshine, new life.
     
    So different from the cold, hard,
    Angry form of Winter, who has tried
    So many times to trap me in his cold,
    Sad, scary, embrace.
    But I will soon escape.
     
    The darkness, the cold, the fear,
    The depression, the anger, the emptiness,
    The loneliness, the sadness, the tears…
     
     
    They all make up the winter,
    The winter that I will soon escape from.
    With the help
    Of my tiny
    Miracle. 
     
    My little flower…
    I think of her as my friend now,
    One who is helping to 
    See me through the dark days,
    One who is promising light,
    And with the light, comes life,
    Comes new ideas,
    New hope, new purpose, new plans,
     
    What started this?
    A tiny, yellow flower…
    One who has become my friend,
    One who, at her passing,
    Will shrivel, and die.
    But my hope does not die with her.
    Nay, it springs afresh with each of her siblings.
    A fresh miracle, one for me to enjoy,
    Until hope comes to
    The outside world.
     
    Until the Miracle of Spring
    Is upon us. 
     
    ~ Stick 2-22-24
     
     
     

     

    Stars

    Spoiler

    Stars

     
    The tears slide
    Down my face
    They sting my eyes
    Make them red
    They leave trails
    Of dark and
    Silver
    Down to my chin
    Where they drip
    Onto my blanket
    Leaving little wet
    Gray
    Puddles
     
    I sit here
    And let them
    Fall
    And drip
    And travel towards
    The other puddles
    Where they join
    Together
    And make
    Bigger spots
    On my lap
    On my blanket
     
    I don’t even
    Bother to wipe them
    Away
    There is no point
    They will be followed
    By others
     
    I sit here and
    Cry
    Breath catching
    In my throat
    And hitching
    In my lungs
    I have so much
    To mourn
    And so many tears
    Stored up
     
    They won’t come
    All at once
    But over the course of
    Of however long
    It takes
    To get relief
    From this
    Well of
    Pressure deep
    Down inside
     
    They slide
    And leak
    And pour
    From my heart
    They hurt
    But pain brings
    Healing
     
    Once I have
    Cried all of
    Today’s tears
    I gently
    Remove the
    Streaks down
    My face
    Left by the tears
    I wash it all away
    Warm water
    Soft rag
    Quiet lights
    Peaceful music
    Crumpled tissues
     
    The sniffles
    Subside
    And disappear
    But my eyes
    Are still red
    They still sting
    Still mirror
    The hurt inside
    That won’t come
    Out today
     
    I just have to
    Wait for them
    And hope
    That it’s a
    Good time
    To let the tears
    Go freely
    Down my face
    And start everything
    All over again
     
    I don’t know
    How to process
    The emotions
    And the tears
    Don’t always come
    They don’t always
    Make me feel
    Better
    They don’t always
    Cleanse me
     
    But I still
    Try to cry
    I make myself
    Cry
    It hurts
    But sometimes
    I need
    The pain
     
    The pain that
    Will maybe
    Bring healing
    Someday
     
    The tears are my
    Stars
    Glowing softly
    In the dark
    Shining
    And
    Traveling
    Down my
    Face
     
     
    ~ Stick 2-25-24

    I Wish

    Spoiler

    I Wish

     
    I wish I was as strong as Dalinar
    I wish I was as brave as Kaladin
    I wish I was as smart as Navani
    I wish I was as pretty as Shallan
    I wish I was as in love as Adolin
    I wish I was as mature as Jasnah
    I wish I was as likable as Lopen
    I wish I was as kind as Hesina
    I wish I was as awesome as Lift
    I wish I was as funny as Rock
    I wish I was as loyal as Teft
    I wish I was as confident as Veil
    I wish I was as bubbly as Syl
    I wish I was as happy as Gawx
    I wish I was as gentle as Lirin
    I wish I had as much purpose as Venli
    I just wish… I was different. 
     
    ~ Stick 2-28-24
     
     

    There you go :) 

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    2. WhyEverNot_8

      WhyEverNot_8

      Stick, you’re gonna make me cry in the middle of my storming creative writing class, these are so rusting good. (Also what a strange coincidence, because in CW we’re doing Poetry…)

    3. Just-A-Stick

      Just-A-Stick

      @WhyEverNot_8

      *hugs* Sorry, but I'm not really... but I am... hummmmm....

      Glad you enjoyed them :) 

    4. WhyEverNot_8

      WhyEverNot_8

      *returns hug*

      You’re fine :D

      And thanks for sharing them!

  19. Just-A-Stick

    GUYS GUYS GUYS GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    I FINISHED WARBREAKER!!!

    AHHHHH IT'S SO GOOD!

    I JUST WANT TO READ IT AGAIN!!!

    T-T

    I LOVED ALLL THE CHARACTERS SO MUCH!!!

    HEHEHE

    THE ENDING!!!

    I WANT MOREEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

     

    Also, I'm about to dump my poetry :) 

     

    LOVE YOU ALLLL!!!

    ❤️ 

    ~ Stick

  20. Just-A-Stick
    YAY! I F I N I S H E D MY HOMEWORK UNTIL TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!
  21. Just-A-Stick
    What if it's not?
  22. Just-A-Stick
    what are the other nine???
  23. Just-A-Stick

    HEYYYY

    I'm back!

    Hi!

    I MISSED YOU GUYS SO MUCH!!! T-T

    AND AKDKHFAKHFLKAE!!!!!!!!!!

    I'M READING WARBREAKER!!!!!!!!!!

    I LOVE IT SOOO SOOO SOOO MUCHHH!!!

    AND I'M A LIL HYPER IF YOU COULN'T TELL!

    *inhale*

    Okay, that's better!

    I'll prolly poetry dump tomorrow, and I might have to kill some RP characters... I don't think I can keep up with all of everything anymore... -_- 

    Anyway! Mental health isn't good really... umm... had a panic attack earlier cause of a dumb hallucination that someone pulled a gun on me... it was extremely scary and now I'm afraid to go outside...

     

    ummmmmmmm.....

    I have fish in my fish tank now! Added them today :D they are adorable and I'll prolly show a pic sometime :P 

    I really hate math... BUT THE CIVIL WAR! OMG I'M SUCH A NERRDDDD!!!!

    Heh... I'm kinda everywhere right now, so that's um...

     

    I can sing a song REALLY well and I'm so proud of myself!! I can match the guys voice  p e r f e c t l y!!!

    Spoiler

    Which is weird, but... ehhh whatever ;) 

    23 by Chayce Beckham!!!!!

    :wub: I love ittttt :3 

     

    UmmMMMm

    I think I was gonna say something else, but I can't rememberrrrr <_< 

    OH OHOHOHOH

    HAPPY BIRTHDAY HALLYYYY!!!! 

    AND WHOEVER ELSE I MISSED :D 

     

     

    That's all for now :) 

    Love y'all,

    You're all special, don't forget that ❤️ 

    ~ Stick ❤️ 

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    2. The Wandering Wizard

      The Wandering Wizard

      WELCOME SCUDDING BACK!!!!!!!! :DDDD

    3. Just a Silvereye

      Just a Silvereye

      Welcome back! 

    4. WhyEverNot_8

      WhyEverNot_8

      I missed this and feel bad, but Welcome Back! :D

  24. Just-A-Stick
    I... oh... I'm sorry... She sounded sad. @Weaver of Lights
  25. Just-A-Stick
    YKYSF When you open your Bible to Psalm 93 and read the heading "The Lord Reigns" As "The Lopen Reigns"
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