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Guys I'm sorry I haven't been active in forever buuuut
I FOUND OUT I HAVE WAVY HAIR
I'VE BEEN LIVING A LIE
So my mom neglected to mention that the reason my hair puffs out when it dries and the reason our hair is wavy when we get out of the shower is because she has wavy hair and she just DOESN'T STYLE IT
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SO I ALSO HAVE WAVY HAIR AND I STYLED IT AND IT LOOKS AMAZING
anyways what's up with y'all
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I can confirm.
It was V E R Y POOFY!!
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My hair is very wavy, but it's also so fluffy that it's hard to tell. My youngest sister said I had fat hair once and I just laughed
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Everything said here is extremely relatable
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Hey!! You stole my Hermes line
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*fear*
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@Anguished_One you might want to hide in the closet from your new mother...
i still remember the day when the court rp made that happen...
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BUT I LOVE MY MOTHERS!!!
ALL OF THEM!!!
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Hey guys!!
I'm back!!!!
I had such an amazing time while I was gone and I learned so very many interesting things about my crush...like how he was raised in a manner that if he comes and asks to sit next to me during meals and starts talking a lot with me it comes across as very friendly and natural.
Which is SO refreshing after all the stupidness I have to put up with in other situations.
We're pretty good friends now! However I won't see him again for three months because of summer break
I have so many fun, stupid, crazy, adorable stories to share. PM if you would like to hear some of them.
In the meantime...
I'M IN LOVE YA'LL
Anyways
It's nice to be back!!
~ Veil
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YES
And your apostrophe placement is amazing
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Isn't it though??
*Please. I was clearly hyper.*
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*all good. just poking fun with you
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*sneaks onto site from mobile device*
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WIZZYYYY
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Hi guys!!!!
Soooooo I will be gone for the weekend...my choir is going on tour and I have to wake up at 4:30 AM tomorrow *cries* but it's gonna be great!!! And hopefully I'll come back with all sorts of drama and tea for you thirsty Brits
Don't have too much fun without me!! See you on Monday!!
~Veil
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So guys
I was at a thing last night and my crush and his friend came and sat down beside me
I wasn’t really talking to anyone so I was half heartedly listening to the conversation
I look over
And this guy is dead serious
Talking to his friend all professional like
About BREEDING CHICKENS
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IS THIS WHAT GUYS TALK ABOUT??!
SpoilerDid I pick a good one??
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Hey chicken breeding is cool
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I mean the part where you get baby chickens is pretty cool, yeah
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Heh. Yeah, most of us are weird like this lol.
SpoilerI constantly talk about book and video game lore lol, so I’m less weird than some of my friends, but still…
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*when you realize your worship pastor casually found a way to put you on the team every single week for the whole month of May even though it's been your busiest month yet*
SO THAT WAS FUN-
I love being a competent musician guys
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Thx for following me!!
*squints*
Let's see... fellow Minecrafter, reader, artist, writer....ayyyyy
*high fives*
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I read about your bedwars antics, I think that it was totally ok, no swearing = ok
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I wouldn't say oKaY...
but I agree somewhat with the swearing thing
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Hey guyssss
So I'm going on vacation and will have no shard time so uhhhh I'll be back on Friday!
Also musicians!! I heard THE most relatable thing I've heard in a while from my friend:
Friend: *is practicing viola*
Friend: "Good news!!"
Me: "Hm?"
Friend: "Grace notes are no longer the devil! They are now only the devil's advocate."
Wise words indeed
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See ya!
Spoiler*Forgets what grace notes are*
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Have fun on vacation!
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Love you!!! So sorry you have to get up at 3AM to leave-
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So guys I was just casually playing mc bed wars and I lost my temper and this happened
Let me set the scene for you: Me and my brother are playing duo bed wars on team together. It's just our team and Red team and White team.
Red team has all along been kind of rude and irritating in the chat. Me and my brother keep coming for them and killing them.
Finally the guy says in the chat: "Bro why are you even trying, we have two layers of obsidian around our bed."
I uh
Get a bit annoyed and ask my brother if I can answer him
My brother says "fine but have mercy on the poor guy"
and I was like "uhhh too late"
So this is what the chat looked like:
Red: You're kind of mid
Red: Bro why are you even trying, we have two layers of obsidian around the bed
Me: (TW: ur mom humor)
SpoilerMe: Two layers of obsidian around the bed didn't protect ur mom last night
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Maybe should've got reported for that, but they were silent the rest of the game.
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...Sigh.
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Wow, that's amazing
Mm, don't you just loooove playing with toxic people online? *sigh*
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It's soooo much fun *sighhhhh*
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Spoiler
I wish I could cry for a day so that I could be fine. I wish I could let my mom walk in and see that I was crying. I wish I was able to show emotion, to express myself in any way other than humor. I wish I could be serious about serious things, I wish I was brave enough to cry to my friend on FaceTime and not be scared. I wish I could be vulnerable in more places then a bunk bed at night in the pitch black. I wish I hadn’t let myself set the standard of being that friend who always has a joke, who never cracks, because she has it all together. I wish I had a deep story, or a dramatic testimony, or something that would make people look at something other than the walls of expectations I’ve built. I wish I knew everything about relationships and how to heal them and how to cut them and how to wrap them up in bandages and hide them so no one knew they were broken. I wish I had what I lost. I wish I wasn’t on the outside anymore. I wish I wasn’t such a hypocrite. I wished I lived closer to someone I really know so they could know I don’t practice what I preach. I miss being the one who came to church late and automatically found my best friend, who’s holding a Starbucks drink she bought for me on the way here. Her mouth drops open as she squeals about the new look I tried with my hair. After church she pulls me over to her mom and we exchange whispered conversations trying to arrange a sleepover. I miss being the one who cared enough to wake up hours before needed, just to get ready, who picked her outfit out the night before and did her hair three days in advance. I wish I was strong enough to admit weakness, I wish I was mature enough to handle more then I can, I wish I was able to handle being confided in even though I know I shouldn’t be. I wish I was brave enough to show people my work, my passion, my art, my writing, my music. I wish I could celebrate my friend’s trying to get more into the things I’m into without feeling like they’re trying to steal my identity. I wish I was making more progress than I am. I wish I really did have it all together, and I wish I knew how to tell people what I mean without making them feel terrible.
I wish I was like you.
It's been a long time since I just let myself go with writing. Here you are...please enjoy my mental turmoil. Shoutout to anyone else who also has the emotional intelligence of an acorn!!
~ Veil
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Slayyyyy!
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AMAZING!1
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You know what's sad?? I only wrote ONE poem in my entire absence!!!
anyways, here you go
RAIN
SpoilerIt’s beautiful outside.
The sun
Peeks over the clouds
Turning them golden
As it starts to set.
The trees
Let little flecks of light through.
The leaves look like dappled paint.
I can see myself
In the car mirror
Singing
“A little fall of rain.”
One and a half hours later
I walk out the church doors.
My posture is tired.
But my eyes
Are full of light.
A small secret
That I hide.
A small moment
Tucked away forever.
As I look around,
Even the parking lot seems stunning.
The dull looking cars
Speak volumes about the people who drive them.
The cracked pavement
Is so detailed.
Many colors overlap the uniform grey blue.
I was appreciative before.
But now I am thankful.
My heart sings
I smile as I walk to my car
I grin in the fading light
I think
Of my secret.
The precious thing is
Though this secret concerns you
You do not know that I have it.
You may not even remember it.
You were there
But the lovely thing is
It is my secret.
The way I tilted my head
As I examined the organ pipes
The way your eyes met mine
More then once
The way I said something
Something silly
Not even worth addressing
And you,
Standing on the edge
Of my bubble of space,
Laughed.
You laugh still.
I can hear it
I can see it
It is like rain.
It is like rain on a beautiful day where the sun is shining through the clouds and making them appear golden.
It is unexpected.
It is surprising
But not unwelcome
Not to me.
The rain falls on my skin
I soak it up
I close my eyes,
Reveling in this moment
I capture it
I save it
I freeze it in time.
The rain stops soon.
I turn away
I get a drink
People come in
We are singing now
The rain is over
But I am still wet
And where you looked at me
Where you laughed—
Where the rain fell—
There is a rainbow.
A promise.
A little fall of rain
On a beautiful day
Where the sun shines through the clouds
Turning them
Gold.
4/23/24
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Welcome back!!!
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GUYS
I'M BACK
MAYBE I'LL STAY THIS TIME
Translation: I've been extremely busy. Extremely. I had to take some time off the shard without being able to tell anyone, and then I had so much crap going on...it's been a long semester ya'll.
I AM SO SORRY TO EVERYBODY I WAS ROLEPLAYING WITH!!! IF ANY OF MY CHARACTERS ARE NEEDED OR ANY OF THE RP'S ARE DEAD PLEASE TAG ME IN THEM SO I CAN HELP RESUSCITATE THEM
*raises wine glass*
drink with meeeeeeeee
to daysssssssss
gone byyyyyy
ANYWAYS
I look forward to hanging with ya'll again!!!
~ Veil
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Welcome back because I saw your SUs out of order.
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Thank ya sir
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Welcome back! We didn’t talk much, if at all, before you left, but still!
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GUYS
IF YOU'RE SINGLE AND SAD TODAY
DON'T BE
BECAUSE
PUMPKIN JUICE
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No pumpkin anything makes me nauseous.
But I also really like pumpkin.
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that is very unhelp full. yeah i can imagine.
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pumpkin juice = toxic people who want to be in a relationship
make like the juice and puree them and then spill them and sweep them up and trash them :)))
*for legal reasons the is a joke*
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Stay
SpoilerStay
Hold on
I know you’re tired
Tired of hearing that
Tired of school
Of people
Of living
I know
You want
To stop
Stay
Please
There are people
Who need you
Not because
You owe them something
But because
They love you
They want you
They need you
What would happen?
If you
Left?
There’s no way
For you to know
I wish I could tell you
How much we love you
How we wish
We could make you
Understand
That no matter
How much you feel
Like you’re alone
Like you’re unloved
Unwanted
Like you don’t matter
Like we’d be
Better
Off
Without you
That we-
We–
I
Need you
Remember
How the God
That made the stars
The mountains
The oceans
The planets
Took time
To carefully
Craft
You
And he
Does NOT
Make
mistakes
“A lot of love
Definitely
She should like reading!
Yes
Amazing at writing?
Of course
A way of touching people’s hearts
A way of helping others
A sacrificial attitude
A fire
A whole
Lot
Of strength.
Hardships too
She can’t
Be weak
I won’t let her
Be sheltered
I’m growing her
I’m refining her
Just
You
Wait
To see
What I’m gonna do
With her
You’re not ready
I promise.”
Stay
Hold on
Cuz your goodbye
Would mean
Forever
You
Would be throwing away
The purpose
He has for you
The life
He’s planned for you
The plans he has
To touch other people
Through
You
Stay
And find out
Stay
And let me
Hold you
Stay
And watch
Miracles
Happen
Stay
With
Me
For anybody who needs to hear this <33
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*hugs*
<33
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thank you, I definitely needed this <33
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your welcome <33
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Stars
SpoilerStars
Is it true?
I heard it said
That when I look up
I
See the same
Stars
That you do
Everything
That comes in between us
Wrong words
Lack of focus
(because of each other)
It all doesn’t really matter
Doesn’t it make you
Feel small?
The fact
That I
Could be standing
Outside
At the same time as you
And we’d be looking
At the same stars
It makes you feel
Closer
And so far away
At the same time
Are you sure they’re the same?
I’m still a little doubtful
It seems too easy
Is there a different sky where you are?
Are the stars different?
Are you different?
Would I be?
If I traveled there
What if Artemis picked me up in her carriage tonight?
If Selene lent me some moonlight?
If Zephyr sent me a current?
Would the journey
Change me?
Hang on
I'm coming
So when I arrive
And we are looking at the same stars
It’s still different
I realized something on the way over
The stars didn’t change
They really are the same in your world
It’s us
We change
We
Make
The difference
So
When you see the stars
Remember
They stay the same
It’s just
Our perception
That changes
I’ll be waiting
When your perception changes
I’ll still be here
Don’t worry
I’ll wait here for you
Under
The stars
hehe
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Hehehehehe
I'm sure you can
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POEM ALERT
Eyes
SpoilerI heard that eyes
Are a window
To the soul
Too bad you hide behind glass
It’s not the glass that’s the problem
The glass is beautiful–
Deep
Soft
Dark
It’s there,
Though
Eyes
Change
With our
Expressions
Your eyes sparkle
When you smile
You smile a lot
It’s not just you
My eyes are hidden too
A circle of dark glass
To hide my thoughts
Some people are open in this
Their eyes are honest
They show you
Their hearts
You’re better at that
Then I am
Though you still keep things dark
It’s not really our fault,
Is it?
Our glass is dark
Like a tinted bottle
But somehow
Your eyes convey things
While still hiding
Behind
Glass
How do you do it?
I can’t sparkle and hide at the same time
You’ll have to teach me
I’ll have to study
Do my little research
You know how I can do that?
I just have to
See you
I could learn
If you would look at me
Long enough
To show me
My rizz is immaculate
*my first one accidentally got hidden so sorry if you already saw this ;))*
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We finally had snow!!!!
Cold
SpoilerTwo kinds of cold
1
Numb
Uncaring
Tired
Exhausted, really
Wait
Wrong kind
2
Sharp
Stabbing,
Somehow
It makes you
Feel
Warm
Buried under snow
My little sis put it there
Laughing
A kid again
In a way
I haven’t
Had a
Snow fight
In
Years
Sad, isn't it?
But I did today
Peaceful
White
Sparkly
Clean
Snow
That was made for us
Perfect
Sledding
A ramp
A car honked at us
Who cares?
It was fun
As snow
Was intended
To be
Cold,
Yet it made me feel
Warm
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We haven't had a lot of snow in yearssss @TwinSouls
*hugs child* @Just-A-Stick
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Ok, so it is a “yay” situation for you.
Enjoy your snow!
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hehehe thank you I will
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Well...
I guess when you start letting the words out, they won't stop for a while...
I had a bit of a poetry night with @Just-A-Stick; Love you, mushroom girl
Safe
SpoilerSafe
Home
Blankets
Friends
Jesus
Safe
You won’t be ,
You think.
You can’t be.
You’re wrong.
You will be
It might be gradual
Slow
You might not notice a change at first
You might be driving home
You might realize your sweatshirt sleeve isn’t as chewed as normal
You might go to church
You might find out that worship doesn’t hurt as much as it used to
Safe
I can’t make you safe
I wish I could
But you and both know
There’s only one person who can do that
You know who
Safe
I wish I could help
Wrap you up in me and a blanket
Hold you
Tight
So you would feel
Safe
I can, one day
Not too far away
It won’t be just me either
It’ll be Love
It’ll be joy
Jesus
Safe
With you
With me
With him
Safe
Eternally.
It will be
SpoilerHard
Scary
Awful
Terrifying
It will be
Empty
Numb
Cracked
Painful
It will be
Fear inducing
Destructive seeming
Easy to break
It will be
That’s healing
That’s what he wants
It’s what I want
Fire
Hammers
Sifting
Burning
It will be
Tempering
Cooling
Refining
It will be
That’s what you are
That’s what you’ve become
It’s not easy
If it was, it would destroy the purpose
It’s not fun
If it was, it’d be pointless
It’s
What
Needs
To
Happen
And eventually
Held
Safe
Laughing
Crying
Emotions
Fleeting
Hold on
You can do it
You’re strong
Unbreakable
Daughter of Christ
Free
Strong
Been there
Done that
Fearless
Beautiful
Clean
You’ve done that too
You will be
You are
Perfectly
Imperfect
The way
God
Designed
You
Loved
SpoilerMaybe
Hard to believe
Sometimes
Hard to breathe
Always
Have to think
To find the words
Loved
Found it.
Breaths
SpoilerYou can do it
1
2
3
Count
The breaths
They help
They heal
They’re hard
It’s hard
To find breath
Sometimes
I can see
I’m trying to understand
1
2
3
I know
The world is ending
The pain
Has faded to numbness
A weight
On your heart
Breathing is adding to it
It’s annoying
Cumbersome
You wonder
Would it really be so bad
To just
Stop
I
Don’t
Know
Don’t think about it
Don’t
Give it
That kind of
Power
Mechanical
It can’t be that complicated
Maybe it is
But you
Can
Do
It
Please
Keep
Breathing
If I could
SpoilerThe things
I’d do
For you
If I could
Take your pain
Your fear
Put it on me
Instead of you
Your situation
Your circumstances
Your life
If I could
I would change it
You know this, right?
I would trade
My life
For yours
If
I
Only
Could
Wait.
Someone…
He already did that
…didn’t he?
Took the pain
The fear
The life
Died
For you
So
You
Could
Live
Not just you, either
Me
My family
Yours
“And what a sorry
Miserable
Waste
My life is
In light of what he did”
THAT
My friend
Is called
A lie
A voice
A whisper
A tremble
Worms it’s way in
Takes over the thoughts
Controls the mind
Don’t listen.
I would take
Those bullets for you
Hear those voices
If
I
Could
But
I
Don’t
Need
To
He
Already
Did.
Trust
SpoilerIt’s time
Don’t you think so?
Time to just
Wait
Open your arms
Let down your guards
Take off the mask
That covers your pain
Your feelings
Your fear
Your numbness
Give it up
Trust
What a funny word
A strange concept
After all that’s been done
Why would you want to trust?
How could anything
Ever
Be ok again?
I have to.
I have to keep going
My responsibilities…
The people I call friends…
They tell me they would crack without me
So I must
Keep going
No
Let
Go
Trust
Not in me
In Him
Yes, it’s hard
Painful
But
Try
That’s
All
We
Can really
Do
Wait
Through
The numbness
Wait
Trust
Life
SpoilerBroken
Shattered
Unfixable
Unwanted
Hopeless
These are the words
We tell ourselves
Day after day
Speaking into ourselves
Lies
But they’re real
To us
In those moments
We’re wounded
Raw scrapes
Cuts
Slashes
Tearing into our souls
Ripping apart the fragile walls we’ve built
Fake smiles
Everything’s fine
Normal
But then we’re crying on the floor of our rooms
Because it’s not fine
It might be normal at this point
But it’s not fine
These wounds
Go deeper
They don’t heal
They become scars
But they don’t heal
They break us from the inside
People say
Scars are a testament
To strength
But hearts can break
And we can pretend
They’re healed
That they don’t need attention
We can ignore them
Don’t face them
Curled up in winter
The tears are gone now
We’re too exhausted to cry
Because we stopped feeling a long time ago
We’re numb
It’s better like that
We can’t feel pain
The pain
Of that person we lost
Of that hope that was crushed
On our knees
Tearing ourselves apart
It’s in these moments
We look up
Desperate
And see open arms
Healing
A strange word
A contradiction at the beginning
An anomaly
Becoming less foreign
Seeming like a possibility
Wounds healing for real
Becoming healthy scars
Permanent
But strong
We can see the same ones
Etched into the people around us
Written in their eyes
Engraved into their actions
Stapled to their hearts
And we remember
Remember how it felt
No hope
Darkness
Afraid
Nowhere to go
When we remember
We reach over
And we take their hand
The person looks up
As we did
And they see the same open arms
They’re crying
We’re crying
We’re shivering
We’re breaking all over again
For this person
We’re praying
We’re loving
We’re living
That’s life
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*hugs @Just-A-Stick and @Part Of The Narrative in a massive squishy hug*
I love both of you so much sisters
I'm here if either of you ever need to talk about anything
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thanks Wizzler
*hugs back*
I'm here for you too
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Y’all I haven’t written anything in forever…
But I can safely say this is probably relatable to someone
love y’all
Understand
Spoiler
You don’t know, right?
You can’t see?
Good
I wouldn’t want you to
Even if
You had the capacity
The brain space
To understand
I won’t bother you
With my thoughts
Just tell me
I’ll know
I’ll understand
Don’t dance around it
That’s my job
Just tell me
“I don’t like your personality”
“I’m closer to my other friends”
“You’re just the comedic relief”
“I talk to her about this stuff”
“You’re the person I laugh with”
“I go to you to be funny”
“I wouldn’t,
Like,
Just
Talk
To you
You
Wouldn’t
Understand”
It’s fine
I don’t care
I’ll live
And while I’m at it
I know about the other one of me
“I can’t stand her for too long”
“She’s great…but she’s too young”
“She’s so unhinged”
“Oh, of course I love her, but, like…”
“She pisses me off”
“I can’t talk to her”
“Oh! Both of you”
“You
Don’t
Understand”
I’m not toxic
Or stupid
I know
When I’m not wanted
So, you!
Want to come over next time?
We can laugh
We can write
Draw
Sing
We have these
In common
Along with
Being
The
Comedic
Relief
We
Understand
Call me
Next time
We can FaceTime
Work on stories
Only you and me
Know about
This
We
Share something
An
Exclusion
But it’s for the best
It’s ok
I’m fine
I understand.
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OH MY GOSH A MUSICAL OF COURSE-
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@SmilingPanda19 DANG RIGHT
A MUSICAL IT IS
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